Okay, I gonna make a statement here that
*I'm being a some kind weirdo*
Weirdo.i.am.
If some of you don't get what I'm posting
then, you better try not to get it.
Cause I'm afraid my disease will like spread to you
So, be careful.
Babi those folios I tell you.
I have around like 5 folios to do.
Unfortunately, none of them are DONE yet.
I'm having so much stress now. Yet, nothing works
I've so much problems to myself I really feel like
I need to kill myself sooner or later.
I know loads of you know who was that girl and
I don't give a damn on her kay?
She keep asking me questions but what can I do?
Ask her to shut up? Nope, I can't.
Boo ME.
Loads of stuffs happened around me recently.
Nothing can make me solve things.
I getting so disappointed in myself.
I bored of my life and I don't know
I feel people look down on me, I'm freaking
fed up of all those. I don't want to sit near 'her' back
I bloody hate her la can or not?
I don't want to hear her voice. Please GOD. I really do hate her.
I fcking don't like her laaaaaa. Stop things can??
I just hope she can change to other class next year.
I can freak out by seeing her damn face and
obviously, I don't WANT to see it ANYMORE.
I don't see any true friends in my life
Like there's nobody who think me as one.
Maybe I was just a toy to talk when they are bored
I suddenly felt so emo, me being so useless.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I really feel like this world doesn't belong to me anymore
What's life without..*you*?
I wish you were there to comfort my heart.
Oh boy, I really miss you like HELL.
In the sense I miss you too much already.
Do you still like me? I don't know.
I know I was once an ANTI-EMO girl but now
I've changed, I've realize things doesn't always be
what I actually wanted it to be and it'll never.
I don't like being in this condition.
I hope I was that Cheryl I myself knew long time ago and
I really missed her. Would I see her again?
I really yet, don't know...
Would things be like how I wanted it to?
Would life change?
Would I have a perfect friend to share my depression
who actually willing to even hear it?
Life is nothing I can make it,
It's all destined how it should be and how life is.
I don't always get what I want.
I know that from now on, I've to start to change my life.
I really don't like the way it is now, all messed up.
I know I can do it. =|
-cheryl.C
emo times
*I'm being a some kind weirdo*
Weirdo.i.am.
If some of you don't get what I'm posting
then, you better try not to get it.
Cause I'm afraid my disease will like spread to you
So, be careful.
Babi those folios I tell you.
I have around like 5 folios to do.
Unfortunately, none of them are DONE yet.
I'm having so much stress now. Yet, nothing works
I've so much problems to myself I really feel like
I need to kill myself sooner or later.
I know loads of you know who was that girl and
I don't give a damn on her kay?
She keep asking me questions but what can I do?
Ask her to shut up? Nope, I can't.
Boo ME.
Loads of stuffs happened around me recently.
Nothing can make me solve things.
I getting so disappointed in myself.
I bored of my life and I don't know
I feel people look down on me, I'm freaking
fed up of all those. I don't want to sit near 'her' back
I bloody hate her la can or not?
I don't want to hear her voice. Please GOD. I really do hate her.
I fcking don't like her laaaaaa. Stop things can??
I just hope she can change to other class next year.
I can freak out by seeing her damn face and
obviously, I don't WANT to see it ANYMORE.
I don't see any true friends in my life
Like there's nobody who think me as one.
Maybe I was just a toy to talk when they are bored
I suddenly felt so emo, me being so useless.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I really feel like this world doesn't belong to me anymore
What's life without..*you*?
I wish you were there to comfort my heart.
Oh boy, I really miss you like HELL.
In the sense I miss you too much already.
Do you still like me? I don't know.
I know I was once an ANTI-EMO girl but now
I've changed, I've realize things doesn't always be
what I actually wanted it to be and it'll never.
I don't like being in this condition.
I hope I was that Cheryl I myself knew long time ago and
I really missed her. Would I see her again?
I really yet, don't know...
Would things be like how I wanted it to?
Would life change?
Would I have a perfect friend to share my depression
who actually willing to even hear it?
Life is nothing I can make it,
It's all destined how it should be and how life is.
I don't always get what I want.
I know that from now on, I've to start to change my life.
I really don't like the way it is now, all messed up.
I know I can do it. =|
-cheryl.C
emo times
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