Emo.I.Hate

I've been an emo bitch this few days.
And it was all because of love and friendship.
Just because I think about the past again
WTH is wrong with me.

Hurt:
I want him back.. But he doesnt seem to want to..
I woke up in the morning everyday telling myself in a fake smile,
"I'll start a brand new happy life".
I talk myself into more sense that it doesnt matter.
I need to know that he doesn't likes me anymore
Why do I still want to shed a tear for him?

he isn't the only guy..
love isn't the only thing in life..
love is just a part of life..
there are many other things to do..

Yeah, I should realize that.
I need to build a new life and stop thinking about it.
It's been a few months yet I still can't forget about it.
What's wrong? I don't want to fake myself out anymore.
I want all these miseries to get lost from my life.
What do I get from being emo?
Getting him back?
No. I'll not anymore. =|
And there's the fact. He doesn't like me anymore
I need to forget about him and face this world.
I need to do the start which I'm suppose too.
I hate being EMO and it's going to be over soon.

-cheryl.C
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