I don't give a damn on you okay
Fck off la b*t*h.
Get a LIFE OF YOUR OWN!
-cheryl.C
pissed
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Randomness
I'm gonna stop berlogging after I mencapai kejayaan
I mean after I break the record of posting the most.
Hopefully can reach an amount of 53. Nywayz,
I don't think I can post 2mrw cause I'm gonna be very busy.
If I'm not mistaken, I've reached 51 including this post
So, 1 or 2 more to go. Up up and away!.. =P
I really sometimes don't know what i'm crapping.
Kay. Ciao.
-cheryl.C
wth?
Blah blah
I have NOTHING to do other than posting.
I mean, I have nothing that I LIKE to do.
How can I have nothing to do when I
#. Haven't finish my folios?
I am gonna go through 2 hectic weeks at home.
The noise is freaking noisy without the BANG, BOOM
Crashing the walls, drilling. I can't even go outside.
Hectic time. Ishhyk. Not good not good.
Bah, thanks to this genius who post too MUCH.
Now, she is out of her mind of thinking what to post.
Today, went to Kp just to eat tomyam
Since its my favourite food.
It's SUPER DUPER YUMMY-LICIOUS
with a very cheap & reasonable price.
Ah-ha..It was just simply delicious so I bought
Another one to bring back home and I'm eating it later.
How *genius* idea of mine is that?
No no, I'm just gonna make myself go all FAT.
Alright, I'm called FATS.
The FATS growing in my body is all from ME.
Me going on-diet doesn't work either.
Might as well say that I can resist the
Temptation of ze. FOOD... O.O
Kay la. I don't want to crap anymore.
Ciao.
-cheryl.C
blahblah
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Craps should be ignored.
Every day in school is :
Gossiping
More crazeness
More more fun
More more more enjoyable
Nothing is good without my friends.
Isshyk,
I just love them loads.
Sayang ku yang banyak.
Most of all, my JIE. =) Cintaku.
-cheryl.C
craps
P/S: I know this is dumb
PP/S: I know my english is bad
Gossiping
More crazeness
More more fun
More more more enjoyable
Nothing is good without my friends.
Isshyk,
I just love them loads.
Sayang ku yang banyak.
Most of all, my JIE. =) Cintaku.
-cheryl.C
craps
P/S: I know this is dumb
PP/S: I know my english is bad
Nama aku.
C: Really easy to fall in love with
H: Easy to fall in love with
E: Beautiful eyes
R: Can kick your butt
Y: Loved by everybody
L: One of the most romantic people you know
C: Really easy to fall in love with
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: love to laugh
N: good bf/gf
A: DROP DEAD GORGEOUS
B: Loves to make people laugh
C: Really easy to fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Beautiful eyes
F: People wild and crazy adore you
G: Dont let people tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: love to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: One of the most romantic people you know
M: Makes dating fun
N: good bf/gf
0: Really easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your butt
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Friend
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun
Try it for yourself then!
-cheryl.C
random
H: Easy to fall in love with
E: Beautiful eyes
R: Can kick your butt
Y: Loved by everybody
L: One of the most romantic people you know
C: Really easy to fall in love with
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: love to laugh
N: good bf/gf
A: DROP DEAD GORGEOUS
B: Loves to make people laugh
C: Really easy to fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Beautiful eyes
F: People wild and crazy adore you
G: Dont let people tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: love to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: One of the most romantic people you know
M: Makes dating fun
N: good bf/gf
0: Really easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your butt
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Friend
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun
Try it for yourself then!
-cheryl.C
random
WANTED.
The best JIE on earth.Her birthday is coming..
Hee hee, apa yang I can give?
Argh..!! =)
Whatever, my love is always there for her.
A shoulder to lay on.
I just LOVE HER. Suka dia. Aku cinta mu!
-cheryl.C
jie
Like there's no tomorrow
I know co-curricular activities are NOT fun.
Yet, it's VERY fun for the bunch of US.
*Hyper* is the word that describes us all.
Kami sangat : hyper, hyper, hyper
Oh yeah, we sometimes ponteng class and
Seriously, we are a pro in doing it. =/
The day started off and Janice was all like
"You say want to take picture right?
Faster take la!!"
*with a very excited look*
How crazy is that? You tell me.
Yet, we started cam-whoring like there's no tomorrow
until some of them got fed up and KILL US.
No, no, i mean gave up.
I'm being a bad girl of loving to cam whore
yet I'm bloody shy in the public.
Fine, fine. Stop about crapping and get on.
Jeez, I don't want to say much la.
As i said...PICTURES!.. =)
As you can see, she was ready.
Pikaboo! =)
Well, I don't know about this..
Fuglyness and serious. Not perfect.
Gah, gah, gah
YY and JT so hyper
Phones are the best way to recover
Cousins. Unfornutely, it's blur
Blurry shoba-na
Ghost of the day.. =)
Take 1 : Tak berjaya
Take 2 : Sangat berjaya. =))
Cool right?
Chess is something that is not me
Best way to chill during playing
Peace &&&& Chess craze happening
Smiley =)
It's her AGAIN.
I'm the white one. Guess who won.
YWYW, This one funneh?
So fierce for what??!
Semile
Ding* dong bell
RAJIN-NESS!
I cinta mu?
Love love love!
Pengacau spoiled the masterpiece
This was random
You again!!
Cool YY
It was so HAWT.
Volleyball. Ouch ouch ouch!
Picture of the day..
Presenting :
I love her forever!!!!! XXX Cintaku
As you can see I've more pictures in another folder but
I think this is enough liow
The others..
Will see la. =) Aherrm.
I know the pictures are always almost the same but
Who cares?
We enjoyed it HELL LOADS!
Kay, CIAO!..
-cheryl.C
no tomorrow
Yet, it's VERY fun for the bunch of US.
*Hyper* is the word that describes us all.
Kami sangat : hyper, hyper, hyper
Oh yeah, we sometimes ponteng class and
Seriously, we are a pro in doing it. =/
The day started off and Janice was all like
"You say want to take picture right?
Faster take la!!"
*with a very excited look*
How crazy is that? You tell me.
Yet, we started cam-whoring like there's no tomorrow
until some of them got fed up and KILL US.
No, no, i mean gave up.
I'm being a bad girl of loving to cam whore
yet I'm bloody shy in the public.
Fine, fine. Stop about crapping and get on.
Jeez, I don't want to say much la.
As i said...PICTURES!.. =)
As you can see, she was ready.
Pikaboo! =)
Well, I don't know about this..
Fuglyness and serious. Not perfect.
Gah, gah, gah
YY and JT so hyper
Phones are the best way to recover
Cousins. Unfornutely, it's blur
Blurry shoba-na
Ghost of the day.. =)
Take 1 : Tak berjaya
Take 2 : Sangat berjaya. =))
Cool right?
Chess is something that is not me
Best way to chill during playing
Peace &&&& Chess craze happening
Smiley =)
It's her AGAIN.
I'm the white one. Guess who won.
YWYW, This one funneh?
So fierce for what??!
Semile
Ding* dong bell
RAJIN-NESS!
I cinta mu?
Love love love!
Pengacau spoiled the masterpiece
This was random
You again!!
Cool YY
It was so HAWT.
Volleyball. Ouch ouch ouch!Picture of the day..
Presenting :
I love her forever!!!!! XXX CintakuAs you can see I've more pictures in another folder but
I think this is enough liow
The others..
Will see la. =) Aherrm.
I know the pictures are always almost the same but
Who cares?
We enjoyed it HELL LOADS!
Kay, CIAO!..
-cheryl.C
no tomorrow
Friday, June 27, 2008
Emo.I.Hate
I've been an emo bitch this few days.
And it was all because of love and friendship.
Just because I think about the past again
WTH is wrong with me.
Hurt:
I want him back.. But he doesnt seem to want to..
I woke up in the morning everyday telling myself in a fake smile,
"I'll start a brand new happy life".
I talk myself into more sense that it doesnt matter.
I need to know that he doesn't likes me anymore
Why do I still want to shed a tear for him?
he isn't the only guy..
love isn't the only thing in life..
love is just a part of life..
there are many other things to do..
Yeah, I should realize that.
I need to build a new life and stop thinking about it.
It's been a few months yet I still can't forget about it.
What's wrong? I don't want to fake myself out anymore.
I want all these miseries to get lost from my life.
What do I get from being emo?
Getting him back?
No. I'll not anymore. =|
And there's the fact. He doesn't like me anymore
I need to forget about him and face this world.
I need to do the start which I'm suppose too.
I hate being EMO and it's going to be over soon.
-cheryl.C
emo-hate
And it was all because of love and friendship.
Just because I think about the past again
WTH is wrong with me.
Hurt:
I want him back.. But he doesnt seem to want to..
I woke up in the morning everyday telling myself in a fake smile,
"I'll start a brand new happy life".
I talk myself into more sense that it doesnt matter.
I need to know that he doesn't likes me anymore
Why do I still want to shed a tear for him?
he isn't the only guy..
love isn't the only thing in life..
love is just a part of life..
there are many other things to do..
Yeah, I should realize that.
I need to build a new life and stop thinking about it.
It's been a few months yet I still can't forget about it.
What's wrong? I don't want to fake myself out anymore.
I want all these miseries to get lost from my life.
What do I get from being emo?
Getting him back?
No. I'll not anymore. =|
And there's the fact. He doesn't like me anymore
I need to forget about him and face this world.
I need to do the start which I'm suppose too.
I hate being EMO and it's going to be over soon.
-cheryl.C
emo-hate
I freaking want to do
I freaking want to post 4 in a day,
I've post 2, another 2 more.
I mean 1 cause this is my 3rd one.
Hola hola hola!
It's been quite long since I've ever said about football.
Hmmph, now there is left with Germany and Spain
Spain!!! I'm supporting Spain and Germany is just
simply going to lose their pants out of the field
I'm not crazy with EURO 2008.
I just can't wait for the next PL.
Ronaldo finally said he will come back to MU.
Actually, I don't even care about him if he goes,
I just care about the team, MU, my love.
Wokay, I know some of you guys will be bored.
I'm skipping it ~~ TeeHee. =)
Today, my usual *lessons* are gonna start and bi da boom.
That is NOT something good which is happening.
It's been long since I hanged out with my friends.
Ishhykk, when is the next holidays? Waiting, waiting.
Folios are still stuck with 4. ZOMG.
There's so much to do and I'm here trying to break record?
I've already told myself that I've to start
concetrating in my studies as in STOP BLOGGING.
Like I do as an active blogger who posts 24/7
That's what I call *hardworking*
I've put on a determination, on 1st of July
I'm gonna start revising most of the time,
FINISH ALL MY blardy sucking folios and
touch the computer less.
I've done some research that I on9 a lot and
it's no good for health ain't it?
So, I better so pie off and less doing nonsense.
Conclusion : I'm addicted with blogging but I know,
I need to stop. =)
I want to post more but it looks like it's time for school.
BAH BAH.
Kay. Ciao.
-cheryl.C
craps of the day
I've post 2, another 2 more.
I mean 1 cause this is my 3rd one.
Hola hola hola!
It's been quite long since I've ever said about football.
Hmmph, now there is left with Germany and Spain
Spain!!! I'm supporting Spain and Germany is just
simply going to lose their pants out of the field
I'm not crazy with EURO 2008.
I just can't wait for the next PL.
Ronaldo finally said he will come back to MU.
Actually, I don't even care about him if he goes,
I just care about the team, MU, my love.
Wokay, I know some of you guys will be bored.
I'm skipping it ~~ TeeHee. =)
Today, my usual *lessons* are gonna start and bi da boom.
That is NOT something good which is happening.
It's been long since I hanged out with my friends.
Ishhykk, when is the next holidays? Waiting, waiting.
Folios are still stuck with 4. ZOMG.
There's so much to do and I'm here trying to break record?
I've already told myself that I've to start
concetrating in my studies as in STOP BLOGGING.
Like I do as an active blogger who posts 24/7
That's what I call *hardworking*
I've put on a determination, on 1st of July
I'm gonna start revising most of the time,
FINISH ALL MY blardy sucking folios and
touch the computer less.
I've done some research that I on9 a lot and
it's no good for health ain't it?
So, I better so pie off and less doing nonsense.
Conclusion : I'm addicted with blogging but I know,
I need to stop. =)
I want to post more but it looks like it's time for school.
BAH BAH.
Kay. Ciao.
-cheryl.C
craps of the day
20 things to do before I die
20 things to do before I die :
1. Meeting David Archuleta and Celine Dion in person
2. Getting good achievements in my studies
3. Going to Paris on a honeymoon
4. Must at least be someone famous
5. Having my life fulled with love, as in real love =)
6. Being a billionaire with a happy family
7. Travel around the world
8. Eating/Tasting food all over the world
9. Having babies. =/
10. Drive legally or illegally
11. Showing a middle finger to the PM in news, live
12. Say sorry to my family for the things I've done
13. Forgetting him and go on with life
14. Make my dream boy to take me on a private cruise
15. Have a true BFF
16. Dream boy proposing to me in a real sweet way
17. Be brave for once
18. Read all my posts again
19. Hopefully don't feel lame after reading :]
20. Saying bye to you guys
-cheryl.C
hmmph
1. Meeting David Archuleta and Celine Dion in person
2. Getting good achievements in my studies
3. Going to Paris on a honeymoon
4. Must at least be someone famous
5. Having my life fulled with love, as in real love =)
6. Being a billionaire with a happy family
7. Travel around the world
8. Eating/Tasting food all over the world
9. Having babies. =/
10. Drive legally or illegally
11. Showing a middle finger to the PM in news, live
12. Say sorry to my family for the things I've done
13. Forgetting him and go on with life
14. Make my dream boy to take me on a private cruise
15. Have a true BFF
16. Dream boy proposing to me in a real sweet way
17. Be brave for once
18. Read all my posts again
19. Hopefully don't feel lame after reading :]
20. Saying bye to you guys
-cheryl.C
hmmph
10 minutes
I'm trying to post for 10 minutes to see what rubbish I can post
Okay, there's nothing much to post for 10 minutes.
Hmmphh,
I'm running out of time
Gah, okay
I'm trying to post a lot cause i want to break a record
which is more than 52 posts on June
I know I got nothing to do but
TeeHee, no one cares right.
Since I'm always blogging to myself ONLY. =(
Taggg is something I've stop doing,
shall I continue now?
*drum roll*
Oh Yes! =)
It's not 10 minutes yet
.
.
.
.
.
I'm blardy boring since I don't want to post so much here
So, I decided to start crapping
.
I love you
.
I miss you
.
I need you
I don't even know what I'm crapping now,
Cause there is nothing to say
I know I'm repeating the same damn thing
Okay... It's nearly 10 minutes now..
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.
It's 10 minutes already. Finally.
*lose breath*
Ciao.
-cheryl.C
10 minutes
Okay, there's nothing much to post for 10 minutes.
Hmmphh,
I'm running out of time
Gah, okay
I'm trying to post a lot cause i want to break a record
which is more than 52 posts on June
I know I got nothing to do but
TeeHee, no one cares right.
Since I'm always blogging to myself ONLY. =(
Taggg is something I've stop doing,
shall I continue now?
*drum roll*
Oh Yes! =)
It's not 10 minutes yet
.
.
.
.
.
I'm blardy boring since I don't want to post so much here
So, I decided to start crapping
.
I love you
.
I miss you
.
I need you
I don't even know what I'm crapping now,
Cause there is nothing to say
I know I'm repeating the same damn thing
Okay... It's nearly 10 minutes now..
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.
It's 10 minutes already. Finally.
*lose breath*
Ciao.
-cheryl.C
10 minutes
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Untitled is the one.
I guess I'm out of mind today
Posting so many at a time
As you all know, I'm personally an active blogger
Who, I need to admit that post 24/7
Fine, I'm not gonna try to be those kind of *perasan* people
What I wanted to blardy post here is,
I suddenly felt that if I ever hurt your heart,
as a friend or scolded you like no one's business,
I'm SORRY.
I also don't know why I'm posting here.
Simply just craps la.
Now, I really like to joke with my friends. FUN.
Suddenly, after some *discussion* with my jie,
I realize that I need to say stuffs.
i hate you la miss,
you always tell me please talk to me la
this la that la
you think I really like to talk to the blardy you
i don't even like any single bit at all
i don't even like to talk to you
don't you think you very fake
you cry like you like
but actually all also fake
this like you like
that like you like
i don't give a damn on you
you live your own life la
sometimes i really feel you're jealous or got problem
i with her you got problem?
people hate you, just accept it la
you're not thin
you don't think you very bhb
you always think everybody likes you
and try to act like very great
i feel so bad for her when you kept shouting there
i don't like people like you
i hope i can just say get lost to you in front of you
i don't even know why i am saying anything here
is actually cause i care about you
don't you know there are loads of people who hates you
get up and see for your own la
people treat you good also don't you think not from their heart
if you still don't get it, fck off la
i really don't want to waste my time anymore
-cheryl.C
pissed off
P/S: I've gotta admit, my post is messy.
Posting so many at a time
As you all know, I'm personally an active blogger
Who, I need to admit that post 24/7
Fine, I'm not gonna try to be those kind of *perasan* people
What I wanted to blardy post here is,
I suddenly felt that if I ever hurt your heart,
as a friend or scolded you like no one's business,
I'm SORRY.
I also don't know why I'm posting here.
Simply just craps la.
Now, I really like to joke with my friends. FUN.
This was random. I've been strike my physical problem.
Suddenly, after some *discussion* with my jie,
I realize that I need to say stuffs.
i hate you la miss,
you always tell me please talk to me la
this la that la
you think I really like to talk to the blardy you
i don't even like any single bit at all
i don't even like to talk to you
don't you think you very fake
you cry like you like
but actually all also fake
this like you like
that like you like
i don't give a damn on you
you live your own life la
sometimes i really feel you're jealous or got problem
i with her you got problem?
people hate you, just accept it la
you're not thin
you don't think you very bhb
you always think everybody likes you
and try to act like very great
i feel so bad for her when you kept shouting there
i don't like people like you
i hope i can just say get lost to you in front of you
i don't even know why i am saying anything here
is actually cause i care about you
don't you know there are loads of people who hates you
get up and see for your own la
people treat you good also don't you think not from their heart
if you still don't get it, fck off la
i really don't want to waste my time anymore
-cheryl.C
pissed off
P/S: I've gotta admit, my post is messy.
A list full with I's
● I hope I can finish my folio
● I am a blardy emo babi now
● I don't want to be one
● I am a girl who fails when it comes to exams
● I fall in love easily
● I take a century to forget something
● I wonder when my first kiss will come true
● I hope I will succeed in my studies
● I hope life is not I don't want it to be
● I sometimes hate my life
● I just love it sometime
● I love to go out with my friends
● I want to watch movie with my friends now
● I want to go shopping
● I don't want to rot at home
● I hate to go to chinese tuition
● I hate all those dumb drug-addicts
● I don't want to miss "you"
● I need to stop thinking of you
● I want to live in a new house
● I don't really like my school
● I love my friends
● I love my TS
● I love my JIE now and forever
● I don't want to learn ERT
● I don't want to sew anymore
● I think I gain weight.
● I feel like killing my school teachers because of my placing in class.
● I don't like being interrupted when I sleep, I get grumpy.
● I feel the urge to read and study now.
● I want to read P.S. I Love You!
● I need water, thirsty for blood.
● I get jealous really easily.
● I am totally addicted to chocolate.
● I am a very last minute person.
● I can't understand why am I so sensitive these days.
● I would like to dye my hair, a dream.
● I am an active blogger.
● I want to ask, do you think I should add more I's to this post?
● I am also a daily reader.
● I think I'm as fat as the incredible hulk
● I am getting shorter tats why
● I am jealous people are getting taller
● I want to sit down and finish what I'm suppose to
● I don't want my sensai to be back
● I want people to blog more often
● I'm bored of saying " ZOMG! Update"
● I feel so bored
● I want a new, real BFF
● I hope I have someone with me
● I hope my life is full of joyfulness
● I don't want to live a life with full of question marks
● I don't think my friends are those active blogger
● I don't think that is good
● I don't like *c.C's* who does that to me
● I get irritated easily
● I don't like people teasing or insulting me
● I will get angry REAL FAST
● I mean Very Fast
● I want to have my private chef
● I can eat anything I want by then
● I want a new Nike/Adidas shoe
● I want a new sandal from Nike
● I don't like to dream
● I hope money was stone
● I talk !@#$~% like no one cares
● I know I should stop that *bad* habit of mine
● I hope there are food in front of me now
● I'm hungry, that's why
● I need to go on-diet so I shouldn't
● I am addicted to Astro On Demand dramas
● I need to stop watching
● I must force myself to be a nerd
● I must now study hard
● I hope I have more cam whore partners
● I hope I am brave, not timid
● I want to kiss someone right now
● I want a guy to pat my head and comfort me
● I need to lay on someones shoulder
● I hope to read all my posts again
● I guess I've *I..* over the limit
● I guess I go to go now
● I am a blardy emo babi now
● I don't want to be one
● I am a girl who fails when it comes to exams
● I fall in love easily
● I take a century to forget something
● I wonder when my first kiss will come true
● I hope I will succeed in my studies
● I hope life is not I don't want it to be
● I sometimes hate my life
● I just love it sometime
● I love to go out with my friends
● I want to watch movie with my friends now
● I want to go shopping
● I don't want to rot at home
● I hate to go to chinese tuition
● I hate all those dumb drug-addicts
● I don't want to miss "you"
● I need to stop thinking of you
● I want to live in a new house
● I don't really like my school
● I love my friends
● I love my TS
● I love my JIE now and forever
● I don't want to learn ERT
● I don't want to sew anymore
● I think I gain weight.
● I feel like killing my school teachers because of my placing in class.
● I don't like being interrupted when I sleep, I get grumpy.
● I feel the urge to read and study now.
● I want to read P.S. I Love You!
● I need water, thirsty for blood.
● I get jealous really easily.
● I am totally addicted to chocolate.
● I am a very last minute person.
● I can't understand why am I so sensitive these days.
● I would like to dye my hair, a dream.
● I am an active blogger.
● I want to ask, do you think I should add more I's to this post?
● I am also a daily reader.
● I think I'm as fat as the incredible hulk
● I am getting shorter tats why
● I am jealous people are getting taller
● I want to sit down and finish what I'm suppose to
● I don't want my sensai to be back
● I want people to blog more often
● I'm bored of saying " ZOMG! Update"
● I feel so bored
● I want a new, real BFF
● I hope I have someone with me
● I hope my life is full of joyfulness
● I don't want to live a life with full of question marks
● I don't think my friends are those active blogger
● I don't think that is good
● I don't like *c.C's* who does that to me
● I get irritated easily
● I don't like people teasing or insulting me
● I will get angry REAL FAST
● I mean Very Fast
● I want to have my private chef
● I can eat anything I want by then
● I want a new Nike/Adidas shoe
● I want a new sandal from Nike
● I don't like to dream
● I hope money was stone
● I talk !@#$~% like no one cares
● I know I should stop that *bad* habit of mine
● I hope there are food in front of me now
● I'm hungry, that's why
● I need to go on-diet so I shouldn't
● I am addicted to Astro On Demand dramas
● I need to stop watching
● I must force myself to be a nerd
● I must now study hard
● I hope I have more cam whore partners
● I hope I am brave, not timid
● I want to kiss someone right now
● I want a guy to pat my head and comfort me
● I need to lay on someones shoulder
● I hope to read all my posts again
● I guess I've *I..* over the limit
● I guess I go to go now
Kay. Ciao.
-cheryl.C
i-ing
-cheryl.C
i-ing
Something Idk.
Okay.
I've loads to post and I forgot every single bit.
Forget it. It's nonsense.
Yesterday was fun in class,
Me and my friends were singing and it was so call
a *Concerto~..
I felt so good while singing and I almost cried.
The thing is, I WANT TO CRY. Babi. =(
Hmmph, that's my damn day..
I don't want to say stuffs until so in detail.
I am babi emo now.
nybody feel happy if they kill me?
Kill me then. Shoot, I mati.
Report card day today, okay..
quite good since I didn't get any scolding.
Wheeeeheee..
Yet, I'm not satisfied with myself =(
Marks were quite disappointing, not PROUD.
Okay la. Ciao.
-cheryl.C
I've loads to post and I forgot every single bit.
Forget it. It's nonsense.
Yesterday was fun in class,
Me and my friends were singing and it was so call
a *Concerto~..
I felt so good while singing and I almost cried.
The thing is, I WANT TO CRY. Babi. =(
Hmmph, that's my damn day..
I don't want to say stuffs until so in detail.
I am babi emo now.
nybody feel happy if they kill me?
Kill me then. Shoot, I mati.
Report card day today, okay..
quite good since I didn't get any scolding.
Wheeeeheee..
Yet, I'm not satisfied with myself =(
Marks were quite disappointing, not PROUD.
Okay la. Ciao.
-cheryl.C
idk
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Emo-ing
I know I'm starting to being an emo girl.
That previous post was all my feelings.
I don't know what I feel now.
Conclusion:
I'm emo.
-cheryl.C
emo-wtf
That previous post was all my feelings.
I don't know what I feel now.
Conclusion:
I'm emo.
-cheryl.C
emo-wtf
Randomness.
I was ready for school, carrying my bag like
a small girl with not much joyness.
My bag felt like it hates me a lot and make it heavy.
Felt like someone pulled my bag,
I hope there will have no sound and
Let me spend the time with my computer,
I didn't want to look and the time but,
I had to.
There was no way of not looking.
Then,
There goes the *hon-hon* sound,
I'll be running to it, the sound.
I goes in, along the way,
I felt unpleasant being in the car,
I hoping to stay in the car,
I didn't even feel like stepping to the school compound,
Then, my miseries started, it reached my school,
I slighty open the door,
Without anybodies knowledge,
I actually step down and know it will soon past.
I was walking unhappily into the school compound,
with a 5 minutes walk,
I then reached the cafeteria where everybody would
be there as in our *gathering place*
I saw her, I ignore and when where I wanted to put my bag
Unhappily, I will start talking to my friends and
one by one, my friends will start coming since
I'm always one of the early people who reach first,
Then we will always go and buy ice cream.
Depending on who paying,
Without knowing, I was actually laughing out loud
with my friends, happily.
Yet, maybe nobody knows most of the smiles was fake.
Maybe I was forcing myself all these while,
I always look moody, even my friends realized it.
I don't know why, I don't feel like I own anybody,
Then my JIE will come and chat with me,
Even like that, I don't really feel comfortable,
I don't want people to treat me as a ghost,
Take me and leave me when they are fed up,
I don't want these life.
There goes my unhappy face when the bell rings
We waited *patiently* for it to go,
Slowly, we said bye and go to our own class,
I always be hardworking and looked like
I actually paid attention just to hope that
I would not get any scolding from my teacher,
Then, I kept looking at the time and hoping it was recess,
I didn't want to be locked up in the class anymore,
and I could always see her face,
Ring! There goes the bell, my smile was not there
Just felt like nothing is special but
just not being in the class to actually study,
Recess, we rush to buy our food and after that
We start talking and LOL-ing.
Sometimes, I don't really feel happy cause
I've never had the happiest laughter in this school
I really, absolutely didn't even had one.
It were all just normal laughters.
There goes the bell again,
Time to study again, and when it rings again,
It will be time for me to go home,
I will start dunking my books into my bag and
sometimes, it really gets very messy,
I will be rushing or maybe walking fast with my friend
to reach the bridge to go over and I know that
the day has past, I can finally go home.
Sitting in the car, I'll think about the past,
the things that happened, I don't know why I feel
so uneasy with life, I only realize until now,
then I life is not blessed with happiness,
Not anymore now.
I realize why my face is always all so moody,
Now, life wouldn't be what I want anymore,
Nothing, it was all just a lie,
Nothing was exactly real,
I reached home and felt so relax,
being at the place which I was supposed to be all along,
Eventhough it was few hours until going back to school the next day,
I felt like it was just a few minutes,
Life don't seem what I wanted it to be,
Now I've realize,
I don't think anymore, anything that I'm happy
Happy living in this kind of life,
Nowadays, I feel so down.
Without a BFF and my TS is not in the same school,
I wonder if I were in that school,
I would really feel blessed with my life,
Boys may not be the main thing in my life
but friends, especially friendship, they are.
I wanted somebody to share my life, secrets, stuffs etc. with me
Sometimes I wonder whether there was anybody,
in this world who was willing to.
Life is not the same anymore.
I really feel life is nothing.
I suddenly feel so emo, and i admit, I'm emo now.
I'm very indeed. =| Life sucks.
Bugger. I'm hating myself for all these.
Can I share my life with you TS? Friends?
I don't know, I hope JIE is still there. =(
I'm really getting very very emotional as the feeling of
nobody really treats me as a True Friend.
-cheryl.C
emo-ing
a small girl with not much joyness.
My bag felt like it hates me a lot and make it heavy.
Felt like someone pulled my bag,
I hope there will have no sound and
Let me spend the time with my computer,
I didn't want to look and the time but,
I had to.
There was no way of not looking.
Then,
There goes the *hon-hon* sound,
I'll be running to it, the sound.
I goes in, along the way,
I felt unpleasant being in the car,
I hoping to stay in the car,
I didn't even feel like stepping to the school compound,
Then, my miseries started, it reached my school,
I slighty open the door,
Without anybodies knowledge,
I actually step down and know it will soon past.
I was walking unhappily into the school compound,
with a 5 minutes walk,
I then reached the cafeteria where everybody would
be there as in our *gathering place*
I saw her, I ignore and when where I wanted to put my bag
Unhappily, I will start talking to my friends and
one by one, my friends will start coming since
I'm always one of the early people who reach first,
Then we will always go and buy ice cream.
Depending on who paying,
Without knowing, I was actually laughing out loud
with my friends, happily.
Yet, maybe nobody knows most of the smiles was fake.
Maybe I was forcing myself all these while,
I always look moody, even my friends realized it.
I don't know why, I don't feel like I own anybody,
Then my JIE will come and chat with me,
Even like that, I don't really feel comfortable,
I don't want people to treat me as a ghost,
Take me and leave me when they are fed up,
I don't want these life.
There goes my unhappy face when the bell rings
We waited *patiently* for it to go,
Slowly, we said bye and go to our own class,
I always be hardworking and looked like
I actually paid attention just to hope that
I would not get any scolding from my teacher,
Then, I kept looking at the time and hoping it was recess,
I didn't want to be locked up in the class anymore,
and I could always see her face,
Ring! There goes the bell, my smile was not there
Just felt like nothing is special but
just not being in the class to actually study,
Recess, we rush to buy our food and after that
We start talking and LOL-ing.
Sometimes, I don't really feel happy cause
I've never had the happiest laughter in this school
I really, absolutely didn't even had one.
It were all just normal laughters.
There goes the bell again,
Time to study again, and when it rings again,
It will be time for me to go home,
I will start dunking my books into my bag and
sometimes, it really gets very messy,
I will be rushing or maybe walking fast with my friend
to reach the bridge to go over and I know that
the day has past, I can finally go home.
Sitting in the car, I'll think about the past,
the things that happened, I don't know why I feel
so uneasy with life, I only realize until now,
then I life is not blessed with happiness,
Not anymore now.
I realize why my face is always all so moody,
Now, life wouldn't be what I want anymore,
Nothing, it was all just a lie,
Nothing was exactly real,
I reached home and felt so relax,
being at the place which I was supposed to be all along,
Eventhough it was few hours until going back to school the next day,
I felt like it was just a few minutes,
Life don't seem what I wanted it to be,
Now I've realize,
I don't think anymore, anything that I'm happy
Happy living in this kind of life,
Nowadays, I feel so down.
Without a BFF and my TS is not in the same school,
I wonder if I were in that school,
I would really feel blessed with my life,
Boys may not be the main thing in my life
but friends, especially friendship, they are.
I wanted somebody to share my life, secrets, stuffs etc. with me
Sometimes I wonder whether there was anybody,
in this world who was willing to.
Life is not the same anymore.
I really feel life is nothing.
I suddenly feel so emo, and i admit, I'm emo now.
I'm very indeed. =| Life sucks.
Bugger. I'm hating myself for all these.
Can I share my life with you TS? Friends?
I don't know, I hope JIE is still there. =(
I'm really getting very very emotional as the feeling of
nobody really treats me as a True Friend.
-cheryl.C
emo-ing
Sewing is a NO-NO.
Ahha! Sewing is REALLY, as in REALLY
a something which is a *shakes head* for me.
Yesterday, it was a very BAD day in school for me..
ERT especially, when we need to actually sew the
*so call-ed skirt* and when teacher was trying to demonstrate,
I got scolding for like NOTHING.
She was like :
*Berdiri di belakang saya![with expression]*
*Berpeluk tubuh ya kamu*
I went behind her in a corner and
I couldn't move further cause my friend
was blocking me.
*Saya panggil kamu diri di belakang sana la*
*Kamu kan TINGGI?*
I went and almost dropped the iron.
Bloody teacher I tell you.
*Berpeluk tubuh ya kamu* [Repeated 5 times]
I was like SWT or in the sense of a *whatever* look
Thank god I controlled myself from giving her a *cb* face.
Obviously, I'm NOT that bad la.
And I didn't know what to do and I end up asking my friends.
I realize that I am NOT suitable to be a housewife.
Ahha, and my friend being so *jujur* go and tell teacher
she sew the part teacher asked to sew ady.
End up got scolding from teacher and she had take it out
ALL OVER AGAIN. I was like WTH.
Do you need to be so damn honest? While we were doing,
She was still taking out the thingy.
She was really so pityful and maybe the most unluckiest day of her life.
When Chinese/Japanese/Tamil/Self-study time,
she complained her heart was pain and out of sudden
she CRIED. =( Then we quickly called her
*S.K LaSalle headmaster* father to quickly come and pick her
to go to the hospital. I was not there because she was in chinese
and me, Japanese.
JEEZ, I hope my japanese teacher wouldn't come back cause
it's so FUN without him and we can talk talk talk. =)
I don't want to talk so much la...but I can say that yesterday,
I didn't study after rehat till going back time
cause japanese teacher is STILL in japan
*Hallelujah*
and another teacher didn't come and teach..Wheeehee..!
I know it's very lame about school but you don't care right?
Since you are not even reading a single damn. *pftttt*
Today got PE but teacher officially announced that there
will be NO outdoor PE until AUGUST which means we must study.
Seriously, WTH right?
Bah, I better shut up about school. =/
I feel like posting something random later. Whatever.
Going to my aunty's new 2 1/2 storey house later. =()
Jie is having so much problems now,
i don't know what I can help,
maybe i just don't seem to know her enough yet.
I just hope she will feel better. =)
Cheer up JYE YIH!!
imma is speechless now.
-cheryl.C
speechless
a something which is a *shakes head* for me.
Yesterday, it was a very BAD day in school for me..
ERT especially, when we need to actually sew the
*so call-ed skirt* and when teacher was trying to demonstrate,
I got scolding for like NOTHING.
She was like :
*Berdiri di belakang saya![with expression]*
*Berpeluk tubuh ya kamu*
I went behind her in a corner and
I couldn't move further cause my friend
was blocking me.
*Saya panggil kamu diri di belakang sana la*
*Kamu kan TINGGI?*
I went and almost dropped the iron.
Bloody teacher I tell you.
*Berpeluk tubuh ya kamu* [Repeated 5 times]
I was like SWT or in the sense of a *whatever* look
Thank god I controlled myself from giving her a *cb* face.
Obviously, I'm NOT that bad la.
And I didn't know what to do and I end up asking my friends.
I realize that I am NOT suitable to be a housewife.
Ahha, and my friend being so *jujur* go and tell teacher
she sew the part teacher asked to sew ady.
End up got scolding from teacher and she had take it out
ALL OVER AGAIN. I was like WTH.
Do you need to be so damn honest? While we were doing,
She was still taking out the thingy.
She was really so pityful and maybe the most unluckiest day of her life.
When Chinese/Japanese/Tamil/Self-study time,
she complained her heart was pain and out of sudden
she CRIED. =( Then we quickly called her
*S.K LaSalle headmaster* father to quickly come and pick her
to go to the hospital. I was not there because she was in chinese
and me, Japanese.
JEEZ, I hope my japanese teacher wouldn't come back cause
it's so FUN without him and we can talk talk talk. =)
I don't want to talk so much la...but I can say that yesterday,
I didn't study after rehat till going back time
cause japanese teacher is STILL in japan
*Hallelujah*
and another teacher didn't come and teach..Wheeehee..!
I know it's very lame about school but you don't care right?
Since you are not even reading a single damn. *pftttt*
Today got PE but teacher officially announced that there
will be NO outdoor PE until AUGUST which means we must study.
Seriously, WTH right?
Bah, I better shut up about school. =/
I feel like posting something random later. Whatever.
Going to my aunty's new 2 1/2 storey house later. =()
Jie is having so much problems now,
i don't know what I can help,
maybe i just don't seem to know her enough yet.
I just hope she will feel better. =)
Cheer up JYE YIH!!
imma is speechless now.
-cheryl.C
speechless
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Pissed off.
I tried to upload those pictures in my recent post, but it failed too. =(
Thanks to my computer which will make me soon throw it.
RAWR!!!
I don't know what rubbish am I posting now but
WTH, I don't care.
Report card day this THURSDAY.
One word, DIE. =(
I'm really gonna get like..maybe top10?
Not that I'm *perasan* or whatever but..Iyar
I guess I just stop saying about this *Should-not-think* topic of life. =/
Today got ERT and sewing.. Gross. I don't like this.
I don't want to be a housewife next time, why do I need to learn?
I'm a useless girl seriously, I can't even fry egg.
Useless housewife to be punya Cheryl.C
Teehee. =) Today's update not gonna be a long one.
I know you guys don't even want to read cause its wasting time.
Alright, I trying to get a BFF now.
I don't feel that I have a real BFF in my life.
So, I'm trying to get one.
Yet, I know that no *other people* are reading my damn blog.
So, I take this as random la. Idc.
And and, I'm so excited to form a group with my friends.
ANYBODY??!! Who plays drum, guitar, electron[I can take this] and
Most of all, SING. =) And who has a garage.
I know I'm saying nonsense in this post but WTH.
I want those kind of new lifestyle.
I know I can't change who I am since
"i am who i am"
Changing doesn't get anything but just me being NOT MYSELF.
Well, I guess I need to go since my damn bloody transporter is coming.
I just HATE her la.
Kay. Ciao.
-cheryl.C
lifestyles
P/S : I am in love with
#1. I'll never break your heart
by Backstreet boys
#2. To love you more
by Celine Dion
PP/S : I love oldies. =P
Thanks to my computer which will make me soon throw it.
RAWR!!!
I don't know what rubbish am I posting now but
WTH, I don't care.
Report card day this THURSDAY.
One word, DIE. =(
I'm really gonna get like..maybe top10?
Not that I'm *perasan* or whatever but..Iyar
I guess I just stop saying about this *Should-not-think* topic of life. =/
Today got ERT and sewing.. Gross. I don't like this.
I don't want to be a housewife next time, why do I need to learn?
I'm a useless girl seriously, I can't even fry egg.
Useless housewife to be punya Cheryl.C
Teehee. =) Today's update not gonna be a long one.
I know you guys don't even want to read cause its wasting time.
Alright, I trying to get a BFF now.
I don't feel that I have a real BFF in my life.
So, I'm trying to get one.
Yet, I know that no *other people* are reading my damn blog.
So, I take this as random la. Idc.
And and, I'm so excited to form a group with my friends.
ANYBODY??!! Who plays drum, guitar, electron[I can take this] and
Most of all, SING. =) And who has a garage.
I know I'm saying nonsense in this post but WTH.
I want those kind of new lifestyle.
I know I can't change who I am since
"i am who i am"
Changing doesn't get anything but just me being NOT MYSELF.
Well, I guess I need to go since my damn bloody transporter is coming.
I just HATE her la.
Kay. Ciao.
-cheryl.C
lifestyles
P/S : I am in love with
#1. I'll never break your heart
by Backstreet boys
#2. To love you more
by Celine Dion
PP/S : I love oldies. =P
Monday, June 23, 2008
BOO YAH!
Since everyday is posting about Book Fever,
I'll join in too. =)
I'm addicted to books now, and it's a trend in Convent.
Want to join us?? =) You're welcome to. ^^
Ladadida...
I'm worried whether ronaldo is gonna stop being in MU.
Big issue man. Kay la.
Just a random post anyway.
Kay. Ciao.
-cheryl.C
random
I'll join in too. =)
I'm addicted to books now, and it's a trend in Convent.
Want to join us?? =) You're welcome to. ^^
Ladadida...
I'm worried whether ronaldo is gonna stop being in MU.
Big issue man. Kay la.
Just a random post anyway.
Kay. Ciao.
-cheryl.C
random
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Yesterday, today's crap
Yesterday
Sat in front of the tv and watch those dramas
in the AOD, Astro On Demand.
Highly recommended : Money-maker recipe & Forensic Heros
It's really nice, I finished watching money-maker recipe and
Forensic Heros, still in process.
Now, subcribing AOD is something bad cause
once to watch it, you can't stop but you need to
actually continue watching it.
So, that's a con of watching that AOD channel.
Went to Aeon to buy stationery for art folio and had lunch
at mc donalds cause its been long time since I
step in to any single mcdonald. Delivery, all the time.
Spotted joanne buying Mcflurry.
Had sight-seeing at my aunts new house which is not furnished.
When Giant to buy groceries and felt so bad.
Reason : Unfornutely, its P & C.
Head back home and stayed home..
Watching channel AOD and doing my art.
One good thing, I finally finished my art folio.
Which is something I really feel highly proud of. =)
Ahem, yup.
It was something awesome to finish it.
At night, watched the hannah montana 3D concert
and for those of you who didn't watch,
you are very LUCKY cause it was extremely bored
Reason : There was not actually much 3D effect.
Maybe because we need to watch it on flat-screen tv.
Yet, I didn't enjoyed it. Really a waste of my precious time.
Ending it by *sleeping*.
Boring day...
Today
Went to my cousin's school canteen day.
S.K. USJ 12. That school is nice, big. =)
Unlike convent. = LOL. That's not an insult.
Just a information about SCHOOL. Ahha!
Canteen day was.. walk here and there.
Coupons unavailable to be finished.
Finally used to buy a nice tee. Hehheh.
Then bought some drinks, stuffs.
And I didn't play any game.
One is flying for, which I wanted to badly but
all were small kids, age I guess eldest is 10.
How can a 13 year old me go and play?
I end up putting a shame out of my damn self.
There was a game named "royal flush"
which for me, is actually totally not practical.
Reason, it's a game to spin the wheel and if it's yes,
you must like pull those type of thingy* to flush in the toilet
and the water will burst, and there will be somebody sitting below it.
Don't you think it's dumb?
There were only 2 people sitting down.
That's the point that I think is dumb.
Cause how can they stand the coldness of the water
when it actually comes from the pipe and extremely cold?
I saw the boy shivering there but still wanted to sit.
Pity that boy. =) I took the decision of not playing.
That school was dumb because we, have to buy the coupons there,
but not them asking the students to sell the coupons.
I thought there wouldn't be much people and true enough,
some stalls were so empty until there were nobody.
I really pity those people who are selling.
Then, I ate a magnolia ice-cream, taste : rainbow
and may I tell you that it taste so AWFUL and not NICE.
Ok, not a pleasant day on the first trip to other school's
*canteen day*
I highly hope there will be another one in other school SOON. =)
The school compound was big but they didn't use it wisely.
The school compound was big but they didn't use it wisely.
Took some pictures, but not with me now, I will post it later.
*hopefully la*
To those who wants to enrol 6 year old to primary school next year,
This school is higly recomended, good environment.
Now, about CUTE, HAWT boys. I guess I only saw 2 pr 3. =(
That's not a good thing. I guess because I went there on like 9.45?
Just because I need to follow my cousin who was so excited for the event
Gah, I'm gonna stop about it. Next stop,
headed to kota kemuning for lunch.
A nice *mee* shop which is also very famous in Bidor.
Bidor is somewhere on the way to Ipoh F.Y.I. =)
I give it a 8/10. Recomended.
And now, here I am blogging. =)
Now, there's 4 more folios to be done.
3 individual and 1 group. =)
I hope I could finish it sooner or later..
Loads of pictures but I will re-edit and add the pictures.
Hmmph, need to so call *get ready* cause going for dinner soon.
Tata humans!
Ciao.Bye. =)
-cheryl.C
craps
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