What's wrong?

What's wrong with you ?
i know we weren't that in touch this few days..
i don't know what you're thinking about now
i've don't the most thing that i will regret my whole life
and i don't want to repeat stuffs again
i am always like that,
if you think you're happy leaving me or living without me
then please go on
i don't want somebody with me who suffers
i want someone who gets happiness cause i love them
cause i love them, i must not let them suffer
i want them to stay happy
i hope you're reading this and tell me your decision
eventhough you're going away, i'm gonna tell you
that i really love you and it wasn't a lie
i'm saying this cause i've done the stupidest thing ever
in my damn life and i don't want a repeatation
i want lie to be great and all that
i don't want to live in a misery
i've read my past posts and i regret for everything
as i can say that i always regret
and most of the time i still don't learn my lesson
life is always not what we want it to be
W.T.H, my point is
if you really want to tell me,
my life is full of miseries ,
burden,
stop making me so *fan* la everybody!
sometimes life makes me think it meaningless
stop making life so complicated,
that's what I want now.

-cheryl.C
miseries, burden

tears streaming down ;
a smile was force on my face