Losing you

I wanna cry
I wanna cry
I wanna cry
I wanna cry
I wanna cry

I wanna die
I wanna die
I wanna die
I wanna die
I wanna die

I just lost my PRECIOUS handphone.

How can I not cry or die?
As a lesson, I need to raise money and
buy a new phone for myself.
It happened like this :

I sat in the transporters car,
and it was going home time
I took out the phone to take the money
which was *sepited* inside it
and I put it back in my pocket.
Then I reached home,
I only need 3 steps to go in the house
the phone was no where on the floor
I went inside my house,
I was talking on the *house* phone
and I touched my pocket and felt nothing

That moment, I knew everything was gone
My memory card, simcard and all those messages
I kept all of it well and now I lose it
I don't know how to thank myself.
I have no appetite to eat my dinner,
I only ate a few spoon
I don't really care much about my phone
Yet, I brought my phone everywhere
I feel so lonely without it,
my memory card, As you can see *memory*
All those stuffs which I can't find it back anymore
Especially my MESSAGES. Bloody KNNCCB.
I can't sms with my friend currently,
living without a phone is a hectic life
I loved my hp so MUCH,
I just bought it 1 year ago and now, it's lost.
I don't even know when I'll own a phone again
Raising money is a hard thing
This, is to teach me a lesson.
I feel so dumb of myself.
It's all gone.
To my friends who want to contact me,
phone is not available.
Number will be still be alive until
I get a new phone, maybe 1 year later

Conclusion :

Don't sms me or call me.
Wasting your energy + money.
I suspect my transporter to take or
dropped in the drain.
But if really, why didn't I realize it?
BABI, GIVE ME BACK MY PHONE LA.
I CAN PAY YOU.
Love to my phone is nothing money can repay
Especially the messages which
I won't get anymore
Janji you give me back
I stand up high looking at the sky,
holding my phone,
now, I bow down low, looking at the ground
wondering where's my phone.
I fucking hate myself for this.
I want back my PERFECT PHONE.
I'm not like other people, they feel so happy
cause they can change phone
but I can't.
I don't.
I very don't like people take lor.
I don't want to say anymore.
I feel so pissed off yet sad. =(
Bah, LIFE is NOT great as it seems now.
Well, well. =|
I HATE LOSING MY PHONE.
I CINTA MY PHONE!!!!!
I feel so irresponsible for losing my phone
Now, I don't know who is with my phone.

Lesson #1 :
Don't put your phone silent and no viberation.
Always keep it alert.
That was what I did. I know. Dumb.

Lesson #2 :
Take care of your loved ones

Lesson #3 :
Start raising money while you're young!

So, you won't end up like ME, this idiot.
I sound okay but,
I damn sad la.

-cheryl.C
my phone