I apologize

i don't care you are reading my blog or not,
i just want you to know I'm sorry wokay?
suddenly i thought about you,
am i too bad?
i know i scolded you too much
but if you're reading my blog now
i want you to know that i'm really very sorry
i didn't meant to hurt your feelings or whatever
but i'm sorry, tui bu qi
i know it's too late to apologize
sometimes, i wonder what will it be if we
were actually still good friends
i suddenly feel so bad about myself backstabbing people
and i didn't talked to you about a quite long time ady
like almost 2 months?
i feel myself a coward, an asshole
i know you're not reading my blog
yesterday, i wanted to tell you
"can we be friends back?"
but then i know you hate me a lot so
i better don't say stuffs or later
you won't reply me,
i just read your blog and i saw the post about me
i feel so back saying people
W.T.H. W.T.H
I don't know whether i'm being nice or what
whatever, i'll just say

I'M SORRY,
TUI BU QI.

-cheryl.C
sorry