What I feel?

What do I feel now?

I feel that I'm done with you and I'm glad I

actually did it...

I didn't realize how stupid I acted the past few

days and weeks..

poyo. =X

and I got over you..

[thanks] for giving me this experiance.

No, I do not wanna thank you

you are nothing but a jerk ...[=.=]

I don't care what is wrong

BUT I am living with my own will

and life

you have absolutely nothing to do with me life

ANYMORE.

got it?or I could say NOTHING.

I realize all these are destined and I've to

face reality...

Cheryl here is done with you

and what is done is d.o.n.e

I don't of your past nor present...

I am living with it that I know you...cuz it takes

a lifetime to forget somebody :[

I am exteremely not happy with my lyfe now

I need you guyz and I love yea

mua needs you all

I am still young and wacky

I do not need you to live with me...

You are not really meaningful to me anymore..

Even if you are not with me

I'm okay cuz I don't want anymore miseries

Joyee and ShynLu..I love you guyz..

muacks*...

not l.e.s. just a lil but of sisterly love

and I am gonna take you as my wife if I could..=P

xD..just kidding..

I just hope...we will together forever..

and I love you guyz

*hugs*

the thing was the most painful thing in my life

I need to be independent

I don't wanna depend on my friends anymore

I need to get my life straight back

the past few months when I was

single, inlove.

I guessed both of us are immature

we didn't realize the responbility of it and

started this dumb thing

fralalalala...xD

"Forgiveness means letting go of the past. "
-Gerald Jampolsky-

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"Love can no more continue without a

constant motion than fire can;

and when once you take hope and fear away,

you take from it its very life and being."
-Francois de La Rochefoucauld-

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Any man who can drive safely while kissing

a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves.
-Albert Einstein-

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fate;destiny

I know some of you thinks I am over-reacting or whatever

but I am really..

feeling that way.......I just

can't stop thinking of it

It didn't matter how it hurts and the pain on me

but I wish you kept your promises

all the promises you made were bullshits

You are feeling great and happy..

but me?numb..reason:YOU!

When I say, I don't wish to hang on like this..
People say " Then, do it now! "
But my point is.. How? Because I feel pain.
People get annoyed because I'm a gal

who mourns about the damn relationship too much.
They said " Get a new man. The real one and not the selfish ones "
Point is.. I'm scared and insecure.
They said " You're still young"
I know I'm still young, and that made me think..
Was it a right path to be with him?

I don't get myself..

I guess I've made the wrong decision..

and I always do

I wish I could forget everything now..

but I can't

oh yeah I can't :[

my life's a real disaster

hates lyfe

I really feel I'm acting like a bctch here

Life is gonne be back as normal..

Once I could get over it..

Which I already did

and..cheryl ze imperfectionist is

Dead at the moment

so, her post will be random...

cause she is living somethere in HELL.

crap. wth!?=.="

chiao*

She understands;& wants to be stronger..
I've made it this far and believe I'll go further :)

-cheryl