Imperfects..

It's not working now..

The day's coming and I wish you're here with me.
I miss those moments.

Most importantly, I miss you.
Crisis is pushing me to move on,

a life-changing experience.

But, what's the point when I still look back?

How silly. I look back everyday, seeing you in my life still.
No matter how strong I am now,

there isn't much difference.

Because.. because something is missing now.

Someone and someday will replace it?

I don't know. I don't know if I can let go.
It doesn't matter if I'm picking up the pieces alone,

somehow I think I deserve this and yet I deserve better.
I don't know how long it takes, but I'm still here..

still holding on and waiting.

The fact that you're not turning back is unacceptable.

I am stubborn, but I don't really care now.

Even if I could accept it, I'm still the same girl.

I'm not giving up, but I'm tired of convincing myself.

I break down and still feel the pain in me.

I know it takes time, but I still can't let go..

because I don't want to and I admit it. I really don't.

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I guess, it's me who still can't let go afterall..
You're gone, as suddenly as you came to me..

-cheryl