Done with it.

Life's gotta move on..
But somehow, it feels like you're holding my life.
Damn, I'm so tired of telling myself..
"at times, I have to take things slowly..

and let myself adapt the new situation"
I was just thinking..
I should be glad I'd once possessed before and

I hope this relationship isn't gonna be the last relationship for me.

This hurtful relationship is a lesson for me and there's a scar there now.

Because of this, I tortured myself .

People out there are pretty annoyed because they

see me sad for no fckin' good reason and

I'm pretty sure they're sick of it now.

I really need to start accepting myself

and no more attached.

Longing for your return made me feel

the most painful feeling I've ever felt in my entire life.
Now, I wish time could heal it. It's time that matters now.
History.
Philophobia, I have.
People come and go and people change.
There's nothing left besides the memories you gave.

Those beautiful memories made me smile.
And I still miss those memories and

wish it could happen again,

but reality is not bringing them back anymore, I know.
Reminiscene and I guess I'm still young and

I've still not learn how to appreciate certain things yet.

But I did appreciate you. =]
Don't try to do something to make me feel hurt.

I know why you're doing all these. Please, stop that.

I've had enough. I know why you're doing so.

Cause you want me to get over it.

Don't ever try doing things like this.

It feels like you're dragging me and the more you do it..

the more pain I feel and I'd love you even more.
Don't throw them at me. It's painful.
Orange skies and I still remember.

-
" For the doctor, it was one more lesson in

his never-ending education at the

University - a special school of higher learning

called University of Pain, a school that

everyone attends sometime in life.

Pain is a school of higher learning... "

~*~

Sometimes life is agony.

"Just don't look back..and let go.."

and I guess I am done with it and I'm living in it.

-cheryl