Happy New Year!!

Happy New Year to you!!!!

Love you guyz...I am gonna make a

longer post 2mrw..I promise..maybe 2day..

I am lazy right now..I already post..

but got error..so can't...

RAWR!!

-cheryl

What I feel?

What do I feel now?

I feel that I'm done with you and I'm glad I

actually did it...

I didn't realize how stupid I acted the past few

days and weeks..

poyo. =X

and I got over you..

[thanks] for giving me this experiance.

No, I do not wanna thank you

you are nothing but a jerk ...[=.=]

I don't care what is wrong

BUT I am living with my own will

and life

you have absolutely nothing to do with me life

ANYMORE.

got it?or I could say NOTHING.

I realize all these are destined and I've to

face reality...

Cheryl here is done with you

and what is done is d.o.n.e

I don't of your past nor present...

I am living with it that I know you...cuz it takes

a lifetime to forget somebody :[

I am exteremely not happy with my lyfe now

I need you guyz and I love yea

mua needs you all

I am still young and wacky

I do not need you to live with me...

You are not really meaningful to me anymore..

Even if you are not with me

I'm okay cuz I don't want anymore miseries

Joyee and ShynLu..I love you guyz..

muacks*...

not l.e.s. just a lil but of sisterly love

and I am gonna take you as my wife if I could..=P

xD..just kidding..

I just hope...we will together forever..

and I love you guyz

*hugs*

the thing was the most painful thing in my life

I need to be independent

I don't wanna depend on my friends anymore

I need to get my life straight back

the past few months when I was

single, inlove.

I guessed both of us are immature

we didn't realize the responbility of it and

started this dumb thing

fralalalala...xD

"Forgiveness means letting go of the past. "
-Gerald Jampolsky-

-
"Love can no more continue without a

constant motion than fire can;

and when once you take hope and fear away,

you take from it its very life and being."
-Francois de La Rochefoucauld-

-
Any man who can drive safely while kissing

a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves.
-Albert Einstein-

-

fate;destiny

I know some of you thinks I am over-reacting or whatever

but I am really..

feeling that way.......I just

can't stop thinking of it

It didn't matter how it hurts and the pain on me

but I wish you kept your promises

all the promises you made were bullshits

You are feeling great and happy..

but me?numb..reason:YOU!

When I say, I don't wish to hang on like this..
People say " Then, do it now! "
But my point is.. How? Because I feel pain.
People get annoyed because I'm a gal

who mourns about the damn relationship too much.
They said " Get a new man. The real one and not the selfish ones "
Point is.. I'm scared and insecure.
They said " You're still young"
I know I'm still young, and that made me think..
Was it a right path to be with him?

I don't get myself..

I guess I've made the wrong decision..

and I always do

I wish I could forget everything now..

but I can't

oh yeah I can't :[

my life's a real disaster

hates lyfe

I really feel I'm acting like a bctch here

Life is gonne be back as normal..

Once I could get over it..

Which I already did

and..cheryl ze imperfectionist is

Dead at the moment

so, her post will be random...

cause she is living somethere in HELL.

crap. wth!?=.="

chiao*

She understands;& wants to be stronger..
I've made it this far and believe I'll go further :)

-cheryl

Imperfects..

It's not working now..

The day's coming and I wish you're here with me.
I miss those moments.

Most importantly, I miss you.
Crisis is pushing me to move on,

a life-changing experience.

But, what's the point when I still look back?

How silly. I look back everyday, seeing you in my life still.
No matter how strong I am now,

there isn't much difference.

Because.. because something is missing now.

Someone and someday will replace it?

I don't know. I don't know if I can let go.
It doesn't matter if I'm picking up the pieces alone,

somehow I think I deserve this and yet I deserve better.
I don't know how long it takes, but I'm still here..

still holding on and waiting.

The fact that you're not turning back is unacceptable.

I am stubborn, but I don't really care now.

Even if I could accept it, I'm still the same girl.

I'm not giving up, but I'm tired of convincing myself.

I break down and still feel the pain in me.

I know it takes time, but I still can't let go..

because I don't want to and I admit it. I really don't.

-

I guess, it's me who still can't let go afterall..
You're gone, as suddenly as you came to me..

-cheryl

Done with it.

Life's gotta move on..
But somehow, it feels like you're holding my life.
Damn, I'm so tired of telling myself..
"at times, I have to take things slowly..

and let myself adapt the new situation"
I was just thinking..
I should be glad I'd once possessed before and

I hope this relationship isn't gonna be the last relationship for me.

This hurtful relationship is a lesson for me and there's a scar there now.

Because of this, I tortured myself .

People out there are pretty annoyed because they

see me sad for no fckin' good reason and

I'm pretty sure they're sick of it now.

I really need to start accepting myself

and no more attached.

Longing for your return made me feel

the most painful feeling I've ever felt in my entire life.
Now, I wish time could heal it. It's time that matters now.
History.
Philophobia, I have.
People come and go and people change.
There's nothing left besides the memories you gave.

Those beautiful memories made me smile.
And I still miss those memories and

wish it could happen again,

but reality is not bringing them back anymore, I know.
Reminiscene and I guess I'm still young and

I've still not learn how to appreciate certain things yet.

But I did appreciate you. =]
Don't try to do something to make me feel hurt.

I know why you're doing all these. Please, stop that.

I've had enough. I know why you're doing so.

Cause you want me to get over it.

Don't ever try doing things like this.

It feels like you're dragging me and the more you do it..

the more pain I feel and I'd love you even more.
Don't throw them at me. It's painful.
Orange skies and I still remember.

-
" For the doctor, it was one more lesson in

his never-ending education at the

University - a special school of higher learning

called University of Pain, a school that

everyone attends sometime in life.

Pain is a school of higher learning... "

~*~

Sometimes life is agony.

"Just don't look back..and let go.."

and I guess I am done with it and I'm living in it.

-cheryl

Disconnected

Underneath all of this smile,

I've been hiding out for miles,

Im hanging on instead of letting go,

Walking alone, while the wind blow.

-

What's wrong with me?

I get so lonely,

Everyone is smiling,

But Im here crying.

-

I tried to belong,

It didnt seem wrong,

I hate being alone,

All by my own.

-

Broken off again,

No one seems to know my name.

-

I FEEL SO DISCONNECTED.

~*~

-cheryl

Sometimes...

Sometimes i start my day dragging my feet,

Sometimes i want to fly,

Sometimes it all makes sense to me,

Sometimes i just don't want to know why.

-

The voice in my head wont let me forget,

All the memories we had,

All of this noise is what keeps me from making a mess,

What have you been doing since i left?

-

Now that you're gone,

I know you'll never come back,

I heard you are doing ok,

But Im not , cause everything's gone.

-

Sometimes i pretend to be happy,

Sometimes i feel very lonely,

Sometimes many things reminds me of you,

Sometimes i just miss you.

-

-cheryl

haiz...swts~

Hi guyz!!!Ok...I am very lazy to post nowadays..

As u can see..LOL!!!!...Cause my life is.....

hmm.....I don't know..

Nywayz, I would like to thank my friends..

for your concern..I am recovering

from the problem..

No worries...

some of you wouldn't know what is it..

but..some knows...LOL...

okok..it's kinda like confusing..

and making people sesat right??...

haha....

warning: this may scare you.

Hmm...I guess...

Love hurts more than anything,

Never ever be sad for love

Be sad for a boy is not worth ur sadness..

Do not ever say...that a girl..

"can't live without a boy"

cause you can still live......

Love is not a compulsary thing in life..

Love is just a feeling....

So, if u are heartbroken..

Do not ever commit suicide..xD..

Cause it is seriously so dumb to do that..

I know..it is very easy to fall in love..

But..always think twice of doing anything...

Nywayz, life is like that...

Everything goes up and down...

Bad things and good things will always happen..

Never be afraid to face reality...

Cause to always have to solve problems..

anyways, i DO have that habit of going

"give him/her a chance lah".

this screwed me BIG time.

is it my fault i have trouble opening up now?

no, i don't think it is my fault. i honestly think

it is YOURS. to me, you are now officially

not anymore important than PISS.

yes, that liquid which

I FLUSH DOWN THE TOILET.
back to liars, i cannot stand them.

i will not continue further but here is a warning.

the next person who lies to me

about something which 'I' feel is a big deal,

YOU WILL BE SCREWED.
one way or another, you will be.

i will personally see to it.
i think YOU dance like a desperate -----.
i really do. but i don't really care.

I just wanted to get that off my chest.

.

i personally don't see the point in flirting

like there is no tomorrow.

i really don't.

you will lose your dignity...

maybe you don't know that you're doing it.

i have always found that reason to be BULLSHIT

but then again, maybe you don't. SHIT.

giving YOU the benefit of the doubt. again. and as usual.

.
even after i said i would stop.
I VOW TO BE ME
even if that means giving people the benefit

of the doubt and hurting myself.

but being ME also means sarcasm

when i get angry or me secluding myself.
i am gonna say this now and accept it.'

i don't have EMO moments.

there are only times when i am EMOTIONAL.'
the word emo is FAR too overrated for me.
it can mean sad to just being pathetic.
i am neither.
i am just being in touch with my inner feelings.
so, before i end this, i warn all young and old.
i am still ME.
i always will be.i KNOW i will

never be someone i am not.so love me or hate me,
YOU do not have a freaking choice.so, live with it.

GET A LIFE - coz i'm done pitying

that YOU don't have one.

*~*~*~*~*~*

It's too late a apologize and say sorry..

Tears streaming down..

A smile was forced on my face...♥

-cheryl

this post is kinda too..I dunno..

under 12 don't see plz...

I just simply post..

No offence..and the You..

doesn't mean anything.

I >3 You!!!!!

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone...

-

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me

through the day and make it ok

I miss you

-

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you,

I love the things that you do

-

I really need you, I know..eventhough

the words are the same like When You're Gone..

I just can't find any nice ones anymore..

Which represents my heart..

I love you.

And all this means a lot.

XXX

-

I am desprate...cuz I miss you!!!

MY DEAR FRIENDS...

rawk on!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

-cheryl

L.O.V.E.

What's the point of hating me,

cause I'm just me.

---

What's the point of holding on to hatred when

you're only getting to yourself.

---

What's the point of going back when

I've not been the same old me

and I am regretting all the things I did in the past

---

What's the point of saying you're going ahead when

you are actually going off the track

---

What's the point of trying to read my posts when

I am posting weird and lame stuffs

---

What's the point of living as a fun girl when

I am going to a damn school

---

What's the point of having a relationship when

you know it is going to break

---

What's the point of loving myself when

I think my life sucks now

---

What's the point of feeling depressed when

sometimes things will never go back

---

What's the point of trying u to get me when

I dont' give you much

---

What's the point of blogging about all this

crap stuffs?..

Well..since it is my blog..I could right?LOL

-

Whats the point of

Whats the point of

Whats the point of

everything when it is already finished?

---

-cheryl

[Crapping type post again]

Emo.

p/s: don't read this cause it is lame and it may get you

to become crazy...[no offence~]

cause it is gonna freak u guyz OUT!!!

I am a emo. girl..I guess...

I get JEALOUS easily. I am angry!angry!...

ANGRY but I still can't find out why and the reason

that made me A.N.G.R.Y~..

Maybe cause my mum can't stop mumbling?

What she does is NAGGING..

And that get on my nerves!

But it is a SIN to hate parents..rite?

Maybe I am just making a fool out of myself, rite?..

I understand..I'm grown up and there is no reason

of me to keep acting so childish and

Oh g...I didn't say grown up, did I?

I am not a child anymore after my birthday...

Okok..I know you guyz think

I'm weird for posting all this stuffs suddenly..

but actually itz nothing, there is nothing wrong with me..

Don't be worried if you are*_*...

[cause there is nothing wrong with me] .....

sigh...am I a lmeo?...Lamer-.-

I am just trying to know whether I am a emo. girl or not..

but...I don't think so...yet..I still feel I am emo, alright..

Am I a loved girl??I am in a stable and good relationship???

Am I SUPPOSED. to be in one relationship too?..

Yes..for me..I AM!!!..I mean I can..

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhU!!!!

Arghhh..nevermind..you guyz do not need to read and understand

the craps I am talking in this post..

I am *pissed of and totally out of my mine for writing/typing all this craps*

ishhyk~...I wanna stop saying crap d...

fine..I'm done talking crap....

what's wrong with the word -crap-??...

This post is stupid and lame......

Or I can say...WEIRD?..Ain't it?

Alright, I am done. *chiao*...

-------------------------------------------------------------

-cheryl

[out of my mind when writing the post]

(yet I still can't find out why~)

Love.

I love you.
私は愛する。 私へのあなたの愛はそんなに意味した。 私達が私達の自身の方法行く行けば私はまだ愛する。 あなたへの私の愛は停止できないことを原因私に水のよう、決して止めない意味する流れることをではない私は愛し、そんなに逃す。 私は私および私がまたことを決して忘れていないことを望む。 私の唯一無二の人I愛、somebody[you-know-who]。 私は愛する!

-cheryl

Hmm..another Taggie!

Hi guyz....this may be my last post for today...its a TAG again!!..So,...let's see!!

1. My ex is: well...I dunno...can't tell..hehe..my good friend now..

2. I am listening to: a lot of noises around me lah..

3. Maybe I should: stop playing the computer now..

4. I love: drums!..money..and GOD...+ food!

5. My best friends: varies. =) and I love. them.
6. I don’t understand: PEOPLE. and the world.
7. I lose: my dignity..
8. People say: they're in love.
10. Love is: something special...
11. Somewhere, someone: is crying and laughing
12. I will always: fall in love easily
13. Forever: loyal....hmm..maybe not??nvm..
15. My cell phone is: just on the table...(woot!)
16. When I wake in the morning: I feel like sleeping again..
17. I get annoyed at: boys...but I rather be!!cause it is fun..
18. Parties are: all about FOOD..and the FUN!!

19. My dog is: somewhere on MARS...
20. Kisses are the worst when: it's forced..
21. Tonight I will: sleep well.
22. Tomorrow I will: ........dunno........
23. I really want: a hug + a kiss =P
24. When I looked at myself in the mirror today I: asked God 'DID I ACTUALLY WOKE UP THT EARLY?'
25. I will drive my car: like Michael Schumacher. *wink**roll eyes*
26. A word that rhymes with “PARK” : mark??

27. Bright or Dark Room?: I'd prefer dark now, haha, SLEEP!! bright is good too..
28. If I’m alone in a room with two beds, I: invite someone over?
29. The last thing I said to someone was: ok la!!!wait la!!!

30.I tag: YOU!!!!Since you viewed this post....buahahaha!!!

-cheryl-

c[o]pyrighted*

Another long tag I saw!!

Haha...I found another tag..now..I am not going to be tremendously boring..!!!..Woot!()...But this is kinda long..

Layer One : On the outside

Name : Cheryl
Birth date : 6th November '95
Current status : Erm..I am not available currently
Eye colour : Dark brown
Hair colour : Black brown
Righty or lefty : Righty

Layer Two : On the inside

Your heritage : my whole self. lol.
Your fears : Okaaaay, 30% population of insects, others..animals=)
Your weakness : My demands and fears
Your perfect pizza : Any pizza which is nice will do!...YUM!

Layer Three : Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up : Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep again~
Your bedtime : I sleep when I feel like..but sometimes..I am forced
Your most missed memory : My childhood days and the days having fun with boys and girls in school

Layer Four : Your Pick

Pepsi or coke :Coke
McDonald's or Burger King : Both is just..YUM!!!
Single or group dates : Both will do
Nike or Adidas : Both I love
Tea or Nestea : Umm.. tea. ummm.. nestea. See the conflict?
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate
Cappucino or Coffee : Cappacino

Layer Five: Do You..

Smoke : never
Curse : yeahh.. *grins sheepishly*....LOL
Take a shower : D'uh?..Stinks without it
Have a crush : No..maybe yes..argh..nvm
Think you've been in love : Yes...I've been
Go to school : unfortunately, yupp..
Believe in yourself : at times..sometimes...(No)
Think you're a health freak : Never...Im lazy.. alright.

Layer Six : In The Past Month

Drank alcohol : Nope!!
Gone to the mall : Yes...=.=
Been on stage : Yeap
Eaten Sushi : YEA!!Sure~
Dyed your hair : Nuh'uh.

Layer Seven : Have You Ever..

Played A Stripping Game : Noooooo..yea think??!
Changed Who You Were To Fit In : yeaa...

Layer Eight:Age You're Hoping

To Be Married : Thats up to Him(lol)
For a: A what?

Layer Nine : In a Girl/Guy

Best Eye Colour : I kinda like green blue eyes..Hehe~
Hair Colour : Whatever would do as long its something horrifying
Short Hair or Long Hair : Short preferably(sp?) lol.

Layer Ten: What Were You Doing

1 Min Ago : Doing this looooong tag
1 Hour Ago: Staring at the computer screen...
4.5 Hours Ago : Sleeping...
1 Month Ago : Being the miserable demanding me?
1 Year Ago : Yeap, Still me.

Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence

I Love :God, and money.. and food.. and all my long demands.I cant help it..
I Feel : tired typing -.-..but I will still go on..[anxious & curious too]
I Hate : people hating me..
I need : to get outta the house.

Layer Twelve : Tag Five People

I dont know, you do it if you want to...U're allowed~

-cheryl-
c[o]pyrighted

my best friends...

Hi guys..I told you...my this post will be about my best friends....friends also la...boys and girls...~ let's start with...ok..this only std.6 punya orang..std.5 punya and others..next time..hand pain d~

~*jo-yee - a very intelligent, pretty, good & kind and lots more good personality girl...she is one of my best-est friends in the world..Jo-yee, all the things we had done together or you had helped me..is really very meaningful in my life..when I am happy...I share the joy with her...when I am sad...*totally out of my mind that time* cause sometimes..hurt by boys...she comforts me..and makes me feel so much better...omg..now I realized that I dunno how to repay you my dear friend...I just hope our friendship will last long...eventhough we will be going to different schools next year....lolx..I miss you so much girl!!!So, I hope you can...RAWK ON!!!!! and find a cute boy...but okok..I know steven gerard is all yours...haha...that's all about the girl~

~*shynlu - a girl who is very clever, cute, kind and understanding + lotz more...eventhough I knew you for a short time..but I really like you as my friend...I willl never regret of u being my friend ...cause we shared our secrets together and never *bocor* it punya..we comforts each other ....we always read each other's blog...cause got nothing to do..haha~...Nwayz, eventhough I just know you...I never regret of having u as a friend of mine..cause you are like a friend I could really trust to tell you my secrets....yeah, we will also be in the different schools next year..but...I hope you will not forget me as your friend~...shyn lu is also a very clever girl....smart punya orang...and still available..hehe..so, anybody want her???....she will be a chun gf..haha...!!...don't blame me shyn lu!

~*joey lai - whoa whoa whoa..about this girl arh...ok la..she is a very pretty, smart , kind and blahblah girl...she is a girl I knew since..erm...let me think....long time??...but eventhough we didn't talked to each other for almost a year when we were std.5...I feel it was very stupid of us to fight...time is precious...we should appreciate it...but now...we are best friends...and I will never forget you girl!!..Lolx...we will also be in the different school next year..sob...T.T....joey is a friend you could trust cause she doesn't spill out your secret easily to people..so, you can feel safe if you have your secrets with her...besides, she is my competitor in class...lolx...studies*haha...but we fight for that what...lolx...ok lar...let's get to the next friend of mine...

~*stephanie ong - for the guys..I hope you will know her right??she is the pretty..but...very garang punya girl..hahahaha....also smart girl....I can still remember the day we fought this year... just because of a PICTURE???wahliow...really teruk la ... She is also the girl..who..boys are scared of.. she whacks and pinch boys horrible-ly...kesian for the people who made her angry..haha~ she is also a very good, funny...but very very very impatient girl...also very *talkative*..hehe..no offence yeah...her drawings are very nice and cute...and...comic-addict like me....

~*nurhaida - oops...this want ar..tomboy punya girl...final fantasy addict..[so not me!]..haha...and she likes fighting...robots...loves to read gempak..high5 girl..haha...my good old friend... and she is the master of karangan...very ho liow want...don't ever look down on her man!!!!...we will fight together..haha....weird lol...but we will still be friends forever!!!

Halfway p/s : Sorry guys..I am very lazy to type now..hand so PAIN!!!!ISSSH..I will type less yeah~

~*felixia / brandon / joshua cheah/natasya[writing the same d..hand teruk teruk pain!] - they are also my good friends lol...espcially felixia...nice to meet her....and same for natasya...eventhough I met you for not a long time..you are my good friends...cause you helped me in maple story..and others....joshua cheah....erm...what to say....good boy??cause I beat him on his last day of school...HUHUHU!!!!..I am sorry..forgive me pls~...and then to Brandon...haha..he also good boy la... Anywayz, all this also dapat 5A's punya..brainiacs...haha...

~*kalvena / mohana / reenu - good friends of mine...shit..my hand is so freaking painful!!!!argh!!!!!help me...Ok la..for the sake of my friends..I will type...this are a kind friends...lolx....sometimes we fight...but out friendship still last long....right girls???....maybe we will be in the same school next year..maybe is for reenu...but..don't forget me girls!!!!!...so, can I move on to the next one??...I am suffering...hand too pain already la......

~*jun yang - haha..my so call teman when I am BORED....LOL...he jokes with me...and does stupid things haha..but still make me laughs...*coughs*...eventhough I don't really talk to him in school..after the holidays...it got..you know...BETTER!!...haha..weird right??...ok lar...not really much about him..Nywayz, he is also a smart boy...but..naughty..no offence~!

~* jeremy teh - hmmm...about this boy arh....funny???lolx...I dunno la..but he is a good boy..he listens to girl..muahahahahahah!!!!!!....I can still remember the last day of school..he was dressed like a mak cik with daryl...haha...it was funny...and then jeremy teh really "layak" to be a girl cause...he is like a GIRL!!!!..haha..chilling jt if you are reading this post...but...it is nice to have you as a friend of mine....eventhough we always fight...scold each other and do nonsense...but... it was fun right??...

~*juen jin - not much to talk about him la...but I present you the *GENTLEMAN*...lolx...and a very rich boy indeed...I don't really talk much to him la..but he is also my good friend...he is taken by my friend d...so, girls...jangan harap yeah..haha....mau pikat him..must berusaha lar..wakakaka...~ I really cannot talk too much about this want la...~...

my ------...~*daryl - okok..chilling la when I say about him...but he is my you-know-what...I knew him when I was only std.4...mum found a new transport..so, we was in the same one..and that was how we knew each other..he is the very good and active athlete in school...I still remember the times when we always fought and scold and beat each other...can u still remember??..haha...weird of us lol....we was seriously teruk teruk punya enemy..but now..not enemy d lar...haha~too bad we are going to different schools next year..HUHUHUHU!!!!T.T..so sad...he is also very handsome, cute and popular/famous in the school..cool eh??I guess a lot of girls like him~...Nywayz, tak mau cakap banyak la...

sob!!!..heard my mum's voice...cannot continue or write anything anymore..chiao guys!!

-about m3-

Since I have nothing to do..I will type somthing about m3...my details...
So...........-dot. dot. dot.-

I am - a human who is breathing
I live - somewhere on earth..not *pluto*
People calls me - my name
I am called - cheryl
I always - make people spill their secret
I live with - my friends around me
I can't live without - all mwah friends, & the computer and him*
I always be doing something on 7.00a.m. - sleeping lolx...
I will laugh - when I am happy
When I cry - I am totally out of my mind
I have my own - mp3 and handphone
My handphone is - being used by me
I love listening to songs like - ermm...too many larh....
I am always - blogging!...wootttt..
I love my school because - it is the best place ..eeh..I didn't said that didn't I?
I hope to - hang out with my friends...
I do not want to be - hurt by boys espcially cause I am *hurt* before
My crush is - errrrmm........is a human
I hope to be - loved my people..[as if*]
I hate - the people who hurt me before..cause it hurts a lot
I feel like - seeing him...
The word *kisses*- still haven't exist in my mind...
My crush is named - P& C.........
L.O.V.E. - is when you love somebody
L.I.K.E. - is when you like somebody
I need - a relationship that could last
I want a - meaningful life....
I hate to be - hate by my friends
I am a total, freak out - weirdo
I am very - fat, ugly and short
Someone is now - reading my blog which is this POST.
I can't lose - my friends, family and 'him'
I feel like killing - myself...
My hp number is - 017- XXX - XX11
People says - I am clever...cause they are out of their minds that time
I blog - stupid and weird stuffs which makes the reader sleep half way
I wish to get an - ipod and have privacy in my room
How if ever - my mum doesn't care what I do and give me privacy
I guess - I gtg now....
I am going to - say goodbye now!!!chiaochiao

Lolx....I think it was kind a weird and stupid post..haha..I gtg..chiaoz!!

-ch3ryL-

I am......

I am currently .....blogging cause I've nothing better to do
I just finished ......helping my mum do some work which took me quite a long time
I hope I could ......sleep like a *pig*
I am not .......chatting cause there is nobody to chat with=)
I took my breakfast ......2 hours ago....
I am going to ........get my lunch soon...
I am feeling ......bored
I feel like .......jumping down the building and die
I think I should ......switch off the computer befor 'kena marah'
I am too bored to .....make myself busy
I do not want to ......switch of the computer
I still haven't .......finish my homework
I think I have to ........finish it but I am -lazy-

haha....weird right the post??Nywayz, I am going to post another one which is about myself..
chia0...
XXX

mmiggooshhh....

Hi guys....yesterday was one of the happiest and most sad day in my school...Haiz, I am so sad now. I miss my friends and him...a lot!!!!!...How would I ever wish to turn back the time and do the things I should do...I regret for not.....Why?Why?Why?....Nywayz, lets say about yesterday.........morning...*woke up* and then blah blah blah...let's get straight to the point ok?...I went to school..and hahax...when we reached school...*ahem's* ball stucked on the tree...[don't want to say the name...later kena pulak!]...but I wasn't laughing cause I was so SAD..migosh...I really kept looking at my WATCH because I didn't want the day to end so fast..I love it!!!...And I when walking while talking with Jo-Yee....then reached school....edwin and yuan hsi a.k.a. ham sap ti...no offence!...was playing BADMINTON.... and then I saw jeremy PUAH....he was like so sad...T.T like that..I guess because of his results for UPSR...then my friends bought and brought the spray snow thingy...I was so ANGRY... and I kept saying if I kena..I am going to slap them..haha...but I won't la...not that bad girl!!!...And then when the other boys and most of them came...jeremy was like the OLD jeremy back...crazy and fun and funny..haha...I don't understand some of them..last day of school still don't want to come...and yesterday..I brought my precious things to school!!!..etc : my handphone and camera...hahax..curi curi punya... kalvena, mohana and shanu went to CONVENT to daftar...but I didn't.. LAZY girl lolx... so, they came back kinda late to school lolx..and before that...I started taking my book to let people sign....but quite a lot lolx...and then I took pictures..as memories and rememberance... and then while I was kinda having fun!!...oh wait..my friends were spraying the snow spray at me..I was so ANGRY!!!!...really mau kena la...then about the while...suddenly..thanks to PN.ASIAH..I got a JOB to do... which is calling the students to line up and go to the laluan info..I was still go at that time..then she asked me and joey to jaga CLASS!!..I was like what!??????I am leaving school and you're asking me to jaga class??..Are you out of your mind???...haizz..I was so angry..but haha...I made the std.3 prefects to jaga..I just went and lepak around...take pictures* and did some other stuffs since ooi juen jin also didn't jaga class...and then I played badminton forawhile with my friends...and then people was asking me to sign and etc.etc. and then I took the chance to make my friends to SIGN on my pengawas t-shirt..me and joey..but it was kinda fun too lolx!!....everybody was like...*HUH?..CHERYL!!You CRAZY ah??* and I was like...I leaving school already ma...*not wearing this t-shirts anymore* so, what's the point of doing it with nothing??...if not wearing also..I want to make my shirt meaningful.. and then nothing much happened??...until want to finish school d...while I was asking ppl to sign on my shirt...somebody threw something at me!!! and I kena flour and ARVIND spraying water at me...I was shouting like mad and some of them were saying wahliow..so garang ah...* memang la..when I am doing something..dont' disturb me...I will be very angry* and then Jeremy and daryl was like makcik wearing *tudungs* haha...but actually it was shirt la...Jeremy was a real joker...*oh yeah, kamu panggil saya ya??*...I was like laughing there..thanks jeremy because before that I was very angry...then I saw the time and knew that school term and spending time with boys and my friends and going to over soon...I was so sad..but..didn't cry lolx~! and then I hugged with my best friend Jo-yee and then shake hands and high 5 with all the boys!!!..it was such a nice time..and then I thanked my teacher and said bye bye to all of them...but before that..I asked my friends to write things on my shirt behind there..and kalvena wrote some stuffs that gonna make me kill her..haha..just kidding about the killing her..so sad sad sad.....I miss all of them...and I took a pen and wrote my name at the tiang before I chiao...wakakaka...I hope the school will remember me.. swt...*as if* yesterday was the greatest day I had in my life... I should take pictures with all the boys you know...but... the time was too precious so...cannot lolx..I regretted la and then I asked jo-yee to write something and she wrote I love you..duh?!I love you too..not les yeah!.. and then I am not talking about some private things...reached home...when to music class then audrey's dad spent us western food...because his daughter got 7A's..congratz my loveable cousin!!Nywyz, I really miss all the guys like daryl, jeremy t & p, ojj, yuan hsi, dilip, edwin the perasan guy and lots more guys la...cause I am going to girls school and not seeing them...but can see some in tuition....nvrmind la...they made me laugh and angry...but...I still miss them...and my friends...I had been with them for 6years...leaving them makes me feel sad...no misunderstandings la guyz..I just you know..miss all of them..even my school...*haha*...and for them who didn't come to school... you have to regret la..last day should be the BEST day!!!!...lolx...I hope our friendship can last forever...but..all sure forget me already want la...life SUCKS!!!! why was yesterday the last day????...I hope it will be longer...so I can spend more time with my dearest friends..I love you guyz!!!not les or loving the boys...don't misunderstood the love stands for my friends !!..j.t. was the one I knew in kindergarden and then in school already haha...beating and scolding each other and same for the other guys like dilip who was the clown of my class..and edwin and yuan hsi..bad words all sure come out from their mouth want..kalvena the crazy yet fun girl..jeremy the crazy boy???haha no offence, momo my good dog, and my teacher, joey my best friend and jo-yee the best friend anyone could wish for..!!... down the memory lane..It has actually more sweet memories then bad ones along the 6 years that pass but eventhough many things happened but it is still sad for me to leave my school and friends and teachers....ok lar..I guess I better stop..because this post makes you want to sleep d...haha...chiaozz..Oh yeah guys..I wrote this post on Saturday and saved it because I can't post thanks to my internet connection putus.. and if you guyz would want to see the pictures..I will post it A.S.A.P. after my internet is connected back!!hahax...suddenly internet connection in good condition d...so post lo!

Your's truly
-ch3ryL-