Friday, February 27, 2009

Time of my life


Ini la contoh blog yang sudah mati.
Now, Dr.Cheryl is making it Re-Alive. =)
Haih, just 4 days sudah receive complain.
dari Ding dan Audrey who doesn't want to friend me if i "DON'T" update.

EEE, exams are finally overrrr.
but, life is still that depressed.
I'm getting so so down this days. God knows why.
Eventhough itu exams sudah habis, still so emo.
According to my horoscope, yesterday was my lucky day,
thinking back, lucky NOT.
Well, loads of things happened in earth.

Convent.

3rd day of exam:
1 orang pengsan, 1 kena h******a [P&C] + it may scare you.

Last day :
1 [classmate] kena metal dan darah tak boleh henti.
One big patch on her head and she can throw her pinafore ady.
Whole pinafore full on darah. Even my class has.
1 orang twisted or whatever her kaki.
Chunted right? =P
This is the cool Convent. -__________-
Get me out!

Life.

Well, my life is something that nobody will understand.
I could just look crazy, look mad, look sad, look depressed.
Yet, i don't know what i really think in my mind. *its blank*
And, i trying to find for the right mood.
On the 2nd day of exam, i laughed the whole day through.
and, even did some stupid things on the 3rd.
I don't really want to say about it so, belah la.

At some point, i got so worried about my exam results
which I usually don't even give a damn.
Maybe, this time its gonna be bad.
God, i'm so stressed out.
At least no more sleeping at 12 and waking up at 8.

I think i'm having my mood swings.
Don't be shocked when i answer you moodily or i don't.
I'm just in a emo mood.
Yeah yeah yeah, i've been in a real "happy mood".
Now, everything changed. Just on this yesterday.

When you start thinking negatively, you'll think it more
and it gives you hell.
-Cheryl.

am i just thinking too much?
should i surrender? and just habiskan this?
or should i continue?
i'm tired of thinking and worrying about everything.
i know i'm being pathetic.
fuck.
i feel like a emobitch for the first time of my life.

-cheryl.C
ber-emo

P/S : This post is kinda weird.
With bm and english.

P/SS : I just realize the whole post is in black.

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