VB

Statement #101 :

I love volleyball.

Well, today's training was fun!
expect the fact that i got free sunbathing.
Finally can pass the net. =))

AL, *be punctual*. LOL.

Eeeee, i make sure i work hard for this.

-cheryl.C
ball sama itu volley

Hip Hip Hurray!

I'm back. Finally.
Happy mood coming.

-cheryl.C
brighten up

That's my life, shut up

That stupid fellar who made me laugh made me pissed off.
MU is my life can?
I don't care about Liverpool even they win 1-0.
No offence.
So don't come and say about Manchester United.
They draw doesn't mean they won't win.
MU is gonna trashed inter milan in old trafford.
MU will prove it. Wait and see.

-cheryl.C
shut up and die

Cry

Currently addicted ; Rihanna : Cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life

Somtimes, song could represent my mood.
This is just a lil'. =/

-cheryl.C
cry

P/S : A stupid guy i don't know cheer up my day.
wait, he is making me pissed off.
LOL. Shobana, thanks and don't be such a meanass to him.

Time of my life

Ini la contoh blog yang sudah mati.
Now, Dr.Cheryl is making it Re-Alive. =)
Haih, just 4 days sudah receive complain.
dari Ding dan Audrey who doesn't want to friend me if i "DON'T" update.

EEE, exams are finally overrrr.
but, life is still that depressed.
I'm getting so so down this days. God knows why.
Eventhough itu exams sudah habis, still so emo.
According to my horoscope, yesterday was my lucky day,
thinking back, lucky NOT.
Well, loads of things happened in earth.

Convent.

3rd day of exam:
1 orang pengsan, 1 kena h******a [P&C] + it may scare you.

Last day :
1 [classmate] kena metal dan darah tak boleh henti.
One big patch on her head and she can throw her pinafore ady.
Whole pinafore full on darah. Even my class has.
1 orang twisted or whatever her kaki.
Chunted right? =P
This is the cool Convent. -__________-
Get me out!

Life.

Well, my life is something that nobody will understand.
I could just look crazy, look mad, look sad, look depressed.
Yet, i don't know what i really think in my mind. *its blank*
And, i trying to find for the right mood.
On the 2nd day of exam, i laughed the whole day through.
and, even did some stupid things on the 3rd.
I don't really want to say about it so, belah la.

At some point, i got so worried about my exam results
which I usually don't even give a damn.
Maybe, this time its gonna be bad.
God, i'm so stressed out.
At least no more sleeping at 12 and waking up at 8.

I think i'm having my mood swings.
Don't be shocked when i answer you moodily or i don't.
I'm just in a emo mood.
Yeah yeah yeah, i've been in a real "happy mood".
Now, everything changed. Just on this yesterday.

When you start thinking negatively, you'll think it more
and it gives you hell.
-Cheryl.

am i just thinking too much?
should i surrender? and just habiskan this?
or should i continue?
i'm tired of thinking and worrying about everything.
i know i'm being pathetic.
fuck.
i feel like a emobitch for the first time of my life.

-cheryl.C
ber-emo

P/S : This post is kinda weird.
With bm and english.

P/SS : I just realize the whole post is in black.

I *heart* Exams

exam is tomorrow and?
i'm here. YEEEEELPPP!

Exams are my BEST FRIEND

enough of rambling.
back to nerding. =P

-cheryl.C
gives me hell

Convent Sports Day

GO RED! =)
Well, i don't know why so many people are against red.
But, they won.
I heard that they cheated, blah blah blah.
Who didn't? excluded PURPLE!
To me, red is a very semangat house.
And purple improved, to fourth this year. =) *proud*
I believe purple could continue and WIN!
I wasn't quite satisfied with loads of things. Hell, yes.
Who to believe, who NOT to believe.
But, i only didn't support green house. =P
But, i feel so sad for their members.
Who cares.
I create another motto again. haha.
I guess I'm good at it and it rhymes!
This year's cheerleading was, a let down expect for red house.
and I only support Jye Yih, Audrey and Jilee.
People cried so much.. =(
EEEEEEKKK, "they" don't deserve to win a single thing! WHY?!
pffffft.
Convent is convent. So many competitions. Even in sports. =/
'kia su' betul.

-cheryl.C
2009

P/S : Selection canceled. *lets out breath*

Screams!

Volleyball selection this saturday,
I feel kinda stress now. =(
Can I do it?
I've started to like it.
If I don't do good..how?

Sports tomorrow, Saturday volleyball, Monday UB1.
How stressful.
EEEEEEEE.

-cheryl.C
tekanan

Love story

Currently addicted to ; Taylor Swift : Love Story

We were both young,
when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.

We were both young when I first saw you.

If only, that's mine.. =P

-cheryl.C
<3

Random

I've so many lembushitthings to do but
Why am I still here?

will it?

-cheryl.C
nonsense

Randomness in the air

Something unbelievable, according to shobana,
[your name is here, TWICE!]
just happened. LOL. Maybe i just didn't know.
Anyhow, i'm so happy. God knows why.

I've seriously gone mad. shyt.

finally they came back from new zealand.
its been long since i saw them. =)

I'm telling you this,
rawrrr.

-cheryl.C
random

Urgent update

Shobana keeps asking me to UPDATE.
See, your name is there ady, happy?
Well, its just 2 days. =P
So, how did you lovebirds/single-one celebrate your valentine?
Mine was okay.
Went to school, laughed, talked, dated tongs of humans.
[don't be jealous]
Playing with izreen about her stuffs.
Anyway, volleyball is fun!
My serving getting better. Haha.. =)
I'll try hard and there's loads to learn.

LOL. Well, it was a good day after all.
Had ice cream at night. Next day, ice cream cake, twice.
mhhhhmmmm. ice creammmmm.
It makes people's life better but mine? no difference.
LOOL. I'm always interrupted when i want to blog.
And today, the person is Shwu Ling.
Now, she asks me to do something,
So, READ CAREFULLY.
-i miss you and love you =)
Happy or not? Buahaha. I told you i will.

I've gone mad these days. Sometimes, i get really happy.
Sometimes, i get really crazy. LOOL. whats wrong with me.
anyway, i'm not gonna blog so often these days.
Exam is next week! Eeeeee. stress betul.

-cheryl
updat-ing

Valentin-Y

HWWAPPY VALENTINES PEOPLEEE!
May lovebirds NOT break up today. LOL.

<3 you!

-cheryl.C
lovebirds day

Alive and here

; T.I ft. Justin Timberlake : Dead and gone

Well, i'm gonna change my layout, SOON,
after exams. =P
Exams in a week. Mua is so dead.
LOL.

Jilee can't wait for valentines.
Konon want to come,
she just want to get tongs of presents from her
so call "secret admirer's" only lah. HAHA.
[JILEE, don't KILL me, i'm innocent, hallelujah]

Yeah, valentines is tomorrow and its sekolah ganti.
To me, its not a special day, well i'm still young as a kid.
Haha. Its lovebirds day!
So, enjoy your great valentine people!

-cheryl.C
short announcements

To the people I didn't add in messenger,
i've changed, just inform me if i didn't add you.

Not the ol' me

I got SUNBURN.
Now, I look like a Nigerian. =(
Screw myself for not bringing cap
and wandering under the hot sun.
URGHHH!!

-cheryl.C
roar!

P/S : I cheered for RED, they won.
I cheered for YELLOW, they won.
I cheered for PURPLE, they lost.
WTHman.

Btw, i support green house!
'Go green, don't win!'

Shoe-s case

Today was, sukantara. -_-
I wonder why some schools don't even have this kind of thang.
Its so stupid, standing under the HOT HOT sun.
from 7.20 - 1.40
And lontar, jauh, tinggi and running [which is so called "compulsory"] + tarik tali.
So, lontar..HAHA. i didn't know it was so heavy. =P
jauh and tinggi, i ditched that part. i was hiding myself. =D
running, i joined.
and yeah, there this thing.

Last year, i only got 1 point pfffft, thanks to my shoe.
The thang came off and i have to run it cacatly.
its like, wearing a pants without being zipped and running.
Dang the school shoe.
So i learned my lesson not to wear that stupid shoe again.

This year, i wore my sports shoe and..
THANKS to my SHOE, ONCE AGAIN,
when i ran..it came out TWICE and
I have to push my leg down and continue running TWICE.
dang, this made me failed to get a SINGLE point.
but who knows, i got 3rd or 4th or something like that.
I guess i don't have fate with my "shoes".
Now, i don't even plan to run anymore.
I get it, my shoes hates me, A LOT.

Purple is catching up!
Wooohoo!
Unfornutely, we lost in *pulling ropes*
I'm so in love with purple. *wink*

-cheryl.C
masalah kasut

Tagged

Got tagged by Nat.

1. Take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don' change your clothes, don't fix your hair. Just take a picture.
3. Post the Photo with NO EDITING
4. Post these instructions wit your photo.


I know its very ugly. I took it moments ago.
Lazy to take again. Makes no difference of my face.

5. Tag 5 people.

Jyeyih
Jilee
Audrey
Brandon
Yee Wern

-cheryl.C
tagg

Start on

I've have to start to on diet. YES, i have to.
Fats, go away!

-cheryl.C
kurang lemak

You know what?
I love you. <3

Time Flies

Yes, time really do fly.

Its 12.22 now and its already

"Chap Goh Mei"

Which is the last day of CNY.

See of fast 15 days passes?

A glance of eye and tadaaahhh, its gone.

No more gamblings, angpaus etc etc.

Today, will be the last day of listening to fireworks.

Well, thats a pro, it will be peaceful. =)

but, who cares. thats what a CNY spirit should be.

-

11th, Sukantara

14th, ganti, have to go to sekolah.

20th, sukan. *lie flat*

23th, EXAMS. dang.

-

I know i'm repeating these but

this shows that i'm not ready for any single of those.

Expect for the ganti sekolah. random.

*making things bigger sajalah*

I haven't even started anything for exams.

Especially sejarah, i don't even know whats the 1st chapter about.

and i don't know when i'm gonna ever start studying.

-

Movies :
Wedding Game 7/10

All's well end's well 6.5/10

Bride Wars 9/10

Trust my taste. HAHA. =P

-

WOW. It looks like i updated a lot now.

Whats wrong with me?

First, lazy.

Now, blogging tons of craps.

I guess, my blogging juice is back after all.

-

-cheryl.C

updating

Fuss Me

There are so many things running through my mind..

Yes or no?

Right or left?

To or not to?

I don't know...it feels so weird.

and i'm having my mood swings nowadays.

maybe it wasn't a good idea afterall,

or maybe it was?

-

I've been all alone,

like, don't like and back all over again.

I know i'm not perfect, neither imperfect.

I've been standing in the rain,

waiting for the one to rescue me, stand by me.

Now, even i've found it,

insecure feelings still can't get away from me.

but why?

-

Nobody really understands me.

I'm sometimes secretive, sometimes everything spills out,

Sometimes hyper, and sometimes emo.

I've real bad emotions but is it normal?

-

I feel so sad if i think of it,

but I feel happy too.

Because of this, loads of things came to my mind.

Did i choose the right pathway?

or the wrong one, again?

I always dreamt that time could turn back,

but i learned from my lesson that no,

time will never come back, it could only move on,

move on to the another second of life.

-

Actually, most of all, its the feelings that counts.

No matter how far we are, or we ever be,

it will never break and continue to stand strong.

Maybe, i'm the one being childish,

playing the game.

I never understand minds, i never did in fact.

being emo thingy ain't really things i like to do.

I want to just enjoy this thing

yet, my heart don't always feel right.

I feel so scare for things to happen again,

for me to do stupid decisions

and do anything my mind thought of,

without thinking it for another time.

-

If only god appeared in front of me,

and gave me the right answer.

I've been thinking of you, missing you.

but, did you?

Out of sudden, i feel so confuse. =[

-

-cheryl.C ©

gives me hell

A-B

Don't call me crazy or mad.
I'm just abnormal.

-cheryl.C
random

Ran out

I'm gonna admit something.



Listen.




I mean, LISTEN.




Listen CAREFULLY.






I admit.
My blogging juice ran out again.
I'm so lazy to blog. =P
Just came back from hanging out with CATS.
Was fun. =) Camwhored banyak.
and i'm broke. i bought so many stuffs.
STUFFS for OTHER people.
Yeah. so generous huh?
i really hope i will survive.
at least i'm not a "shopaholic". =P
tomorrow is a holy-day!
well, it brings me happiness.
don't ask me why. i just love holidays.


Wow. I managed to update. I'm so proud of myself. =)


-cheryl.C
blogging juice

P/S : Cute : ugly but adorable.

Sneak peek!

Jil Ee dan saya.
Random. xD
Gila-es.

Shobana, PENGACAU. haha.

Peace. XD Fugly cheryl.

Mati seketika

I'm not gonna blog so often this days.
Loads of things coming up, i still don't know how to handle.
So, I'll update ASAP.
*fat hopes*
But, my blog looks so dead. chatbox blank.
I think i'm living in a dieded blog again. HAHAHA.

For you, I will.

I'm still waiting. =)

-cheryl.C
not so often

Shoby

HAHAHA.

Random fact #01 :

shobana love torres says:
i love you!!!

I guess, the problem is solved!
let me reply her here,
i love you too! =)

i'm so glad i finally patch things up with bfffl.

-cheryl.C
shoby

Current life

Well, i've never changed all this while.
Even i say i won't fall in love another time.
Hahaha. =)

; love is merely blind.

Life is gonna be busy nowadays.
Its just the beginning.
Hmmph, there's loads of thing coming up,

• Sukantara. *yawnsss*
• Valentines day Just a random fact.
• End of CNY. =(
  
• Sports day. *SPIRITUAL!*
• Exam.
  

Well, jilee's celebrating her birthday this sunday,
its my cousin's lunch for his birthday also.
I can't go to two at the same time.
How? But my mum is my life-saver. HAHA. merely lah.

I have so many pictures to post.
But, i'm lazy. blame blogspot.
Its so slow to upload 5 pictures in a time. =/\
Haih haih haih.
Regarding to my seni folio,
i failed. i can't pass it up during this week.
I tried, i can't. i will pass it up next week. =))
My mum said it was all my fault, i admit. =P
Pffft. i'm only left with lakaran and hasil kerja.

only if my fairygodmother could help me.

haha. =) i think i really need a fairygodmother.
sometimes i like to watch fantasy cartoon. its fun. HAHA.
childish, lame. i know.

Me hearts you.
<3

-cheryl.C
life

Running across

; kelly clarkson : a moment like this

.

Every thing is so confusing.

What does all these means?

shyt. i'm so confused now.

this may lead me to depression.

i think too much. hell.

why ain't stuffs as easy as ABC?

is that some kind of accuse?

wthman. screw you people.

i miss being immature.

.

i wanna chop heads off, NOW.

and smack them.

-

-

i wanted to finish my asiah homework.

after all this confusion?

not a single thing is done.

fuck.

.

-cheryl.C

confusion

Not in the mood

I'm SO NOT in the mood for school.

arggh, i'm so screwed.

why couldn't there be holiday till chap goh mei?
15 days for 15 days of CNY.
It will be awesomely good then. =]

-cheryl.C
screwed

School's back.

; gloria gaynor : i will survive

oh my lembu.
school's back. *ouch!*
say hi to books, homeworks, teachers and blahblahblah.
oh crap. i have seni folio and asiah's homework to do.
CNY is almost coming to an end already. SOB =[
7 more days. argh.
well, i had 3 yee sangs already.
my luck wasn't very good in gambling too tho'.
i'm supposed to do my seni folio,
but thanks to blogging, i failed.
urgh, i just started yesterday.
i wonder when i'm gonna finish it.
1st exam coming, same goes to sukantara and sports. =(
oh, just wish me luck!

this time, i'm going back with
my new watch and new specs.
[alert! : i think i look like a geek tho]

-cheryl.C
regains

February babe.

Happy Birthday,


The girl who kiss a girl



The superfied catwoman,

JIL EE!

Well, its your 14th on 1st of FEB.
So, its sayang Jil Ee's birthday today. =]
Well, i'm sorry i'm not there with you but,
today can?
You're one year older already!

What could i say about her? *speechless*
she's just PERFECT.
I've known her well for 1 year plus already
but we have practically known each other since 4 years old.
Magical eh? Just that we didn't realize.
She is someone who,

-plans most of the thing, but most of them didn't work out tho'
-waits for me in the bridge *hugs*
-sits the same car with me
-very emo but she will spill it out later *wink*
[i have magical powers]
-carpool with me
-made me had an obsession on camwhoring

and banyak lagi lah. How to say all?
By the time i finish this post, my blog is nothing but this post.
HAHA.
Well, we camwhored hell LOT since last year.
Those pictures are....uncountable. hehheh.

hugs and kisses.
1 year of friendship,
still counting ; standing strong.

even though we are not classmates,
please be alert your a great friend to me. =)

times together =)

Form Satu.





Form Dua.


kisses.

-cheryl.C
sayang

P/S : I spent an hour doing this!
I should be doing me seni folio!