Loathe, perhapS

Have loads to blog now,

loads of pictures ,
cam whored loads in school
but,

today has been the WORST day of my life
exam results was just bullcrap-SUCKED
and guess what, my stone eyes finally broke down
yeah, i cried.
the thing is, i cried very badly and nobody can like
seriously imagine it. sober.
it was just humiliating and i cried like seriously out LOUD
now, i really think its embarrassing
yikes!
i've never receive this kind of treatment before
finally i got it and i'm very disappointed =(
the marks...
i put in my effort but i just couldn't make it
maybe i just haven't be the real nerd as my mommie say
i even fought with mommie
but she was laughing
i in the other side was really pissed off
report card day is like on this Friday
well, my results just suck, like a LOT
so, i don't know how to face it
i think i'm just gonna break down
AGAIN.

and,

there's another thing,
I am REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY
for betraying both of you. like seriously.
i think i just betrayed my two loved ones and
all this hurts. badly ;
i guess i am getting vainerthanever.
it hurts when i think that i made my loved ones
think so far
and at the end, it just doesn't work out
because of my lies
i really vain the truth and
i guess i am just a pure idiot
nobody can understand my feelings
its just bad
muaaaa ;
is not giving another silent treatment to herself
ANYMORE .
i'll blog soon! =)


I'm REALLY FAT la humans.
Believe me. =) ;
in fact, i am having this envious feeling
on all of you

-cheryl.C
loathe

P/S : TS, I know you can't see my blog anymore
but sayang, don't be sad okay. I love you =)
Forget about what that had happened.
You don't deserve all this treatment.