Breakdown moment

I'm gonna break down. Seriously.
I feel so crushed. I never felt like this before
It's truly, madly, deeply hurting me.
Its good to know the truth but
the lies wouldn't made this. =(
Please, let me get over it okay? god.
it was all because of me, myself.
being so stubborn. childish.
i'm fed up. i give up.
yes, heard me? I GIVE UP.
no hopes on any single human anymore
all of it were lies
forget about it.

-cheryl.C
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