Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Life had just turn upside down

Hi peeps. =D
Well, going back to school is just, HORRIBLE.
yes, perfectly HORRIBLE.
saya benci sekolah and SMP.
Well, my results are, quite bad.
BUT, I GOT 96 for my history!!!!
WOOHOOO!
That's history!
Well, other than that, my marks are gonna suck.
And there's this prajualan thing on friday
which means i have to wake up early and sell things
to earn money. ==

SIGH. apa yang baik?
Nothing.
Well, I don't know why but
I'm addicted to facebook.


Its been weird these days. I don't know why.
I seem to regret everything i've done.
Maybe, i'm just too mean but
I don't know what to do
Should I or should I not?
I know, you must have gave up after so long,
but, am i relieve or am i sad?
Sigh. I just don't know whats my point of life.
All i think about is you. How do i get rid of you when i can't?
I don't want to betray.
But, what do i want?
I just can't seem to find it.
I always think i'm right, but after that
I realize that i'm basically doing the wrong thing
I always try to get you out of my mind,
but i can't help reminiscing,
it just brings me back all those bittersweet memoirs.
Now that its over, it will be history and never happen again.
But, i still have that feeling that nobody could give me,
Nobody could possibly give it to me in fact.
When will it be my time?
It's just hard.
My mind is so confused,
trying to continue thinking but also getting rid.
I can't tell anybody about this,
its just stupid.
Well, i see
i'm just a desprate sickko human crapping.
Ahhh, get over it.


-cheryl Allen
its weird

P/S : Saya cakap melayu + hokkien + englrish dengan
Soh Ai Lin. =D

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