My pathway

God just showed me the way to solve everything.
Like, every single hellavu thing.

I'm not wanting to go back to the past.
I'm just looking forward to the future and
I know there's something awaiting me. =D

I really really hate boys who are so pathetic and
thinks they know everything when they don't.

Confession of a broken ♥

Hey - - - - - - - - -,
i love you.



Walking down the path,
hoping to go back to the past
reminiscing ;


its just hard, very.
depressing ain't going any better.

when you're gone,
they pieces of my heart are missing you,
i've never felt this before,
everything that i do, only reminds me of you
i just want you to know,

i miss you.

while i still can,
even though its tough
i'll keep holding on ;
and never let it go again
you're just what i want.
that's all. i'm not being greedy.
i need you.

- c h e r y l
zero gravity

Time Machine

If there was a time machine,
and I had a chance to go back to the past,

i would've loved to. =D

Well, my exam results are okayokay la. =D
all A's so far, 3 more subjects haven't get. =P
Sigh.
Tomorrow, we have this PRAJUALAN thingy and
we haven't even discussed about anything YET.
Like, yah.
I don't know why but i'm blardy nervous to
freaking get my KH result.
I've never got an A since i got 90+ last year.
78's banyak. ==

I'm actually loving my hair already.
Who cares even though its fugly. =D

- c h e r y l
if,

Kantoi

Well, i was surfing through some unknown's blog and
I saw this. =D

What a song eh?

Life had just turn upside down

Hi peeps. =D
Well, going back to school is just, HORRIBLE.
yes, perfectly HORRIBLE.
saya benci sekolah and SMP.
Well, my results are, quite bad.
BUT, I GOT 96 for my history!!!!
WOOHOOO!
That's history!
Well, other than that, my marks are gonna suck.
And there's this prajualan thing on friday
which means i have to wake up early and sell things
to earn money. ==

SIGH. apa yang baik?
Nothing.
Well, I don't know why but
I'm addicted to facebook.

Its been weird these days. I don't know why.
I seem to regret everything i've done.
Maybe, i'm just too mean but
I don't know what to do
Should I or should I not?
I know, you must have gave up after so long,
but, am i relieve or am i sad?
Sigh. I just don't know whats my point of life.
All i think about is you. How do i get rid of you when i can't?
I don't want to betray.
But, what do i want?
I just can't seem to find it.
I always think i'm right, but after that
I realize that i'm basically doing the wrong thing
I always try to get you out of my mind,
but i can't help reminiscing,
it just brings me back all those bittersweet memoirs.
Now that its over, it will be history and never happen again.
But, i still have that feeling that nobody could give me,
Nobody could possibly give it to me in fact.
When will it be my time?
It's just hard.
My mind is so confused,
trying to continue thinking but also getting rid.
I can't tell anybody about this,
its just stupid.
Well, i see
i'm just a desprate sickko human crapping.
Ahhh, get over it.

-cheryl Allen
its weird

P/S : Saya cakap melayu + hokkien + englrish dengan
Soh Ai Lin. =D

My post says it all =D

cheryl-hatesomelasallians@html.com

My addictions.

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it, Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing, The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving, Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith



You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

Its been long since i talked about my life,

Sigh.
Yes, guess what, school is coming back in 2 days.
2 more days. LIKE,WHAT?
from 2 weeks to 2 days.
I'll have to say bye to my fantastic and bitchtastic life. ==
This holiday thing is NOT ENOUGH.
I bloody don't want to go back to school and
get my exam results. I know i sucked badly.
well, i actually JUST realized i haven't get my results
and July, another exam. August, canteen day.

WHO WANTS TO BUY COUPONS?
TELL ME LIKE NOW. =D
So, i can give you ASAP.
Its on 1st August [Saturday], 9 - 3pm
1 book of coupons, RM 5 only.
If nobody is gonna buy [like, duh]
I am gonna give it all back to the school.
Why make money for school?
But, just make sure you people come la kay.

SIGH.
Youth day,
MU vs Malaysia day,
ISCF rally are on the same day.
i don't plan to go to any of them already lah. =P
wait, i want to go MU's one.
I want to see 41!!!!!

I have so many things to do.
8 books to read,
Movies and dramas to watch but when?
SIGH. I HATE SCHOOL.

I bloody have piano lesson today which
JUST reminded me that, my practical is on 7th July.
2 more weeks till my grade 7 practical.
HELL la. I don't even know i could move on to grd8 or not. =(
Theory another 2 months. less than that i guess. sigh.
but, my aunty is gonna teach me guitar. =D
HAHA. My dream MAY come true afterall.

Dream : to learn guitar, be good in it, get hire to play
beside kris allen. YADAYADA.

My geography folio looks like shit
but i don't care already la.
Only 20% more then its done.

Weather getting hotter, and HOTTER.
Water getting lesser, and LESSER.
Ronaldo going to real madrid. YAY!

-cheryl Allen
my bitchtastic life

The hectic 5 days.

Saturday :
Went out with TS.
ATE like hell.
Watched Hannah Montana the movie.
BEST EVER MOVIE. 10/10.

At night, dinner.
11 - 12

Sunday :
Planned to go to midvalley, end up going to 1 Utama.
Bought tees and a purse from Roxy and Kitschen



The tomyam on the left almost made me cry.
After ordering, we realized the chili rating was : EXPLOSIVE.
Went to Audrey's house. Had sleepover.
JACSX
10 - 2+a.m. only tidur

Monday :
I was sick after i woke up.
Eyes red, bengkak, my voice changed. ==
Went Asiah, after that, fruity.
JACS.
9 - 2.

Tuesday :
Went to aeon. Jilee FFJ.
Went with CASC
Greenbox and 2 movies.
17 again and Hannah montana the movie again.
yes, i have to watch again but i rather!
Its perfect!
Shobana's house then Asiah.
10 - 10

Wednesday :
Went to aeon, greenbox.
10 - 3
Hyper on the way back.

Sigh. Damn hectic.
Its not in detail.
When u see it in detail, my fingers are gonna die.
I really need a good day rest
like being boring at home doing nothing.
I'm missing it.
I haven't read my confessions of a shopaholic book and magazines.

My mum asked me to go to the saloon
for treatment tomorrow. MAU SAYA MATI.
I'm not going. I takut i mati.

Sorry yah terpaksa tolak evelyn,
can't make it to your house for your party.
SORRY! =D

-cheryl Allen
updating xD

I'm doing a freaking TAG

Well, I'm going to do my tag first wokayy. =D

I actually got tagged by Chermaine, Charu, Hanna, Brandon,
Serena, Li Phing, Audrey, Jyeyih.
LOL. If ada lagi i also tak tau la. =D
So since banyak orang, i buat tag dulu. btw, HI!

1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ? :
Black.

2. Your first initial? :
C

3. Your month of birth? :
November

4.Which color do you like more, black or white? :
Black

5.Name of persons of the same sex as yours. :
Audrey, Jilee, Shobana, Xiu Myn, Adeline

6.Your favorite number? :
6 and 8. =D 41 Yo!

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? :
Driving AND flying. Kay la. Flying.
Save money. No need petrol, no accidents. =D

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? :
Lake

9. Write down 15 wishes:
-Meeting Kris Allen
-Be a part of Manchester United
-Get away from this country
-Wish I could drive
-Money were water
-More money 8D
-Chemistry with you-know-what, true ♥;
-All my dreams to come true, nightmares, NOT
-Living in my dreams
-Be smarter
-Learn DRUMS and GUITAR [yes! my aunt gonna teach me!] BUT, after i finish piano. Sigh.
-Hope I have more wishes
-Having a fairygodmother to solve all my problems
-Living a not complicated but not simple life.xD
-All my wishes to come true ASAP. anybody?

you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)
Answers
1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You u are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down..

2. If your initial is:
A-K- You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R- You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z- You like to help others and your future love life looks very good..

3. If you were born in:
~Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
~April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
~July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
~Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6 This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

7. If you chose:Flying: You like adventure.Driving: You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake : You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

9. This wishes will come true only if you tag this to five people in one hour.Tag it to ten people, and it will come true before your next birthday.

I tag :
10 humans who WILLINGLY wants to do it.
YEAY! My wish will come true. WTH, i know.

-cheryl Allen
tagged

You were born in the zoo,

Happy Birthday XIU MYNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!
Haha. 1 day later because i can't use the computer.
Sorry manyak-manyak la can. =D
Now, i'm making up for you la okay. =D

This is xiumyn. =D



She runs from the camera. =(
*One of the last days of school* *wink*

God. I used to look so innocent. HAHA.

Well, she's 14 on 9th June. =D
Belanja-ed me movies and boston on 3rd. =D
And, she's caring + available.
Yet, waiting for HER chicken little.
HAHA. be proud leh xiumyn. =D

-cheryl TERBAIK
burstday

P/S : You people must be wondering
where have i been.
Let me tell u, life has been hectic. Bear with me kay. =D

Greetings

Hi.

Its 1.00 now.
Alright. I want to pergi talk and tidur.
Bye.

<3

Missed me much?

Greetings from AudreyCWL's rumah. =D

Haha. Wonder where i've been? =P

LOL. Don't worry.

I've been going out these days, a LOT.

So, i'll be back to blogging business soon.

Like, very soon.

BTW, hannah montana the movie is, AWESOME.

WATCH OKAY!

Remember, patience is virtue. HEHHEH.

-cheryl Allen

my lost

If I had a axe with me,

Yes. I would've killed myself.
I know i know.
All you humans must be bloody SHOCKED
why i chopped my precious pretty hair.
Well, its difficult to handle long hair okay. =D
So, i decided to chop my hair even though
I insisted at first but, i don't know what made me change my mind
LIKE SERIOUSLY. I'M MAD. =D
But, i'm positive thinking.
Its not like i want to go and attract boys/girls la right,
ugly so what? =D
I know i'm look better with my old hair. HEHHEH.
EH, u people making me self obsessed la.
So, as a warning,
when u see me, don't scream and faint or etc. =D
I might look like a monster. roar. xD
Look at the bright side, my head feels so light now.
My hair will grow back like back in a year i guess
My hair grows thick, not long. Weird eh?

I'm pretty sure now that, i'm random. VERY.

-cheryl Allen
the reason why

Camwhoring are a girl's best hobby

Heyloo earthlings. Well, i've hell load of pictures to upload.
I mean around 100++.
Reason?
When out with J.A.S.A.X to celebrate xiu's b'day. =D
Thanks for the movies and lunch!
Well, we were people who never took pictures before
So, we cam whored like there's no tomorrow.
I think i'm free to upload all. *coughs*
Watched night at the museum 2, not bad. 3/5
Ate at boston. Drank at starbucks. Ate at big apple.
And adeline was being the usual orang-yang-mengsiasuikan
HAHA.
Banged into izreen and allyana, then chermaine and xin ruo. =D
and nina kyuhyun. =D

There's this time, when we were in starbucks,
Adeline was walking outside to sit and
there was this old-china-a-pek,
he suddenly took her pictures, then
she thought no la, so when she wanted to sit
that man change angle and to HER again
because only she and xiu were outside while we were inside.
They were so scared they ran inside
and that a-pek kept his camera, like WTH.

Enough talking, moving on to pictures.

From mwa hp. =D







A.C.S. =D


















































Adeline wants to be a model






She was so obsessed with xin ruo's itouch

















From Jilee's
It looks damn cacat.




















Candid =D


















More from audrey's but she haven't upload yet
That babi. HAHA
Kay la. I'm over tired doing all these. =D

BTW, people, i CHOPPED MY HAIR.
You want to know how short it is?

I.LOOK.LIKE.SHIT. =(

-cheryl Allen
day out