Confusions

Yesterday was fun. =) No BM and Sivik.
Spent the day in class with yee wern, janice and ying ying.

Yeah, and guess what, I got
FREAKING MATA PELAJARAN TERBAIK IN SIVIK.
SIVIK PEOPLE!
LOL. fine, its kinda impossible. I was OMGee shocked.
for me, there's nothing different with moral.
Audrey is PROUD of me. HAHA!
but she finds it VERY THE HILARIOUS. = = *insult*

Class with Pn.Punita is fun =)
Recess, we started playing slapping game.
But, i liked the one everybody could play more. *wink*
Janice kept SCREAMING when i slap her hand. LOL.

I just don't know why i'm so emo today,again.
Just because i see that thing, i became like that.
Why all this things always have to happen on me?
My day started happily when MU trashed Inter Milan
and it started to change, a LOT.
Everything had been a mistake
My feelings, emotions are all messed up, mixed.
Life just became a dark shadow again.
I'm having my mood swings again.
Why is all the bad things on me?
Maybe it was also my fault, my freaking fault
cause i honestly believed in you.
And, this is what i get?
Maybe, i was just naive, got lost in your soul and
never really had a chance to think about it.
Eventhough i acted as if i'm okay, i'm not.
I'm sick pretending, pretending under a shadow.
It hurts. I'm very very tired.
It sickenning to pretend being strong.
I give up. I don't want to bother a single thing anymore.
If thats what its gonna be, then let it be.
I don't get it, why people could be so free and easy?
Why did I take it seriously?
Now, i'm trying, trying hard to forget you.
Forget those memories.
-bittersweet

If only life could be problems-free.
It will be great, but it isn't.

That's my life.

There's only
1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you,

i love you.

-cheryl.C
miseries