Shut up and close

Jilee is teaching me
"How to be emo".

Is there any book call
"How to be emo for dummies?"

By the way, school is
great with my sayangs and new sayangs and
most of all, my Ah Jie =) love her.

Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Trust? It's gone.
I found out the truth, the one i didn't knew all this while.
Why did have i have to tried so hard?
its up to you.
I'm tired.
I realize, i know and everything
is gonna be a new life or the old one.

So what? I'm still a rockstar.

CLOSED.
-not in the mood

-cheryl.C
finished