What is wrong with me?

What is wrong with me?
Did i just hurt your heart?
I've think over and over again but
i decided not to take that step cause
i really don't want to be a bad girl
and i really can't make decisions on what to choose
and what not to do
am i an idiot?
i guess i really am 1
haix, i just couldn't hide my feelings
there's a need of honesty in everything right?
but i know i can't over-be
i hope i just didn't start all these
and there's no need to end
why why why,
i always hurt people and didn't know
how they feel
I know if I continue being like that,
everybody's gonna hate me
and i'm hating myself for crapping
whatever nonsense here
YES or NO
Even though both are just simple words
yet, it confuses me, myself a lot
I better get going,
Ciao.

-cheryl.C
hurting people

i miss you so much, boy =)