IDK

I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL
I'M POSTING
and
I REALLY REALLY WANT TO
TELL YOU THE TRUTH OF how I FEEL

-cheryl.C
blahblah

Had enough

I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU BEING SO CHILDISH ALL THE TIME. I've had enough of the way you talk, and the way you act. Stop pretending cause we ALL know your true colours. If you wanna bit*h about me behind my fucking back, BE MY GUEST. I never knew a " friend" would do that. EVER. If you realize, then change. We thought you changed, but somehow you just didn't. I dont need YOU pretending all goodie goodie in front of me cause I know its all BULLCRAP.

So yeah, I'VE HAD ENOUGH.

-cheryl.C

had enough

Officially

I officially pronounce that,
I love to be CHILDISH!!!!!!!!!!!
and if you hate me, i don't bother la
i love my life so much
yada yada
being childish is still an obsession anyway
=)

-cheryl.C
i hate growing up

-AVA-

Guess what...
I'm available! =)
F.Y.I. : Available on this holiday ONLY.

-cheryl.C
available

Don't judge a book by its cover

to everybody on earth, :
all of you, i guess you are just too immature
but if you want to trust that someone,
you must see with your own eyes
and other people's say might be right
the point is
"don't judge a book by its cover''
even though how the fella say
they don't care if you still like them or
say that they're telling you the truth
but, i don't think you should believe in them
i just think that i'm never gonna believe anyone, anymore.
cause the fact is i know that
everyone is lying
i rather be all by myself than lots of friends
cause some how, they might hurt you
so, if you think that i hate you
i don't.
the fact is i just don't trust humans anymore
and
i hate people who BACK STAB me.
oh, i really really mean it
you know who you are and don't deny la
bastard
i'm not gonna say sorry cause i don't believe in you
so, BOO YAH.
i miss the ol' me
i really didn't care about anything at that moment
and friends were like so down in the list
lastly,
for your DAMN GOD SAKE
I don't care if i'm so perasan cause
i don't give a damn on you even if you hate me
GET. A. LIFE. la asshole

-cheryl.C
don't judge a book by its cover

P/S : Updates on my trip soon! =)

Nerd/Geek

I admit,
I HAD BECAME A NERD.
I study the whole time in school.
GAWD
I'm mad
It's like a miracle!!!
I'm doing revision books or either studying
when there's free time in class
W.T.H. of myself.
Nevermind...it doesn't brings me anything
I will always still be the dumb ol' girl. =)
Now and forever

-cheryl.C
nerd

P/S : I think i'm gonna die.
I'm not faking it, it's true.

P/p[o]e]

Hi poops
Off to watch my daily teevee programme
Bye peeps! =)
Want to want with me?
Dream on!!!!
Gawd.
It true, i really have nothing to post.
Sighhh, lam-ing. =.="

-cheryl.C
laming

Changes

Please tell me,
did i REALLY REALLY REALLY
CHANGE SO MUCH?
I think i'm being a good girl right now
i know, i must change my childish attitude
and i feel comfortable being myself now.
I love life. =)
HUMANS,
SERIOUSLY ANSWER ME THIS,
DID I CHANGE!!!??

i guess i'm just being pathetic and all

-cheryl.C
changes

Shifting

Humans,
I may shift to xanga soon.
Wait for my news!!!
I know it's lame. =X

-cheryl.C
shifting

Forgive

I'm SORRY

to everybody i've hurt or hate before

now i realize myself a useless arse

Whats the point in hating people?

I still have to go on with life

why not get along with everybody?

if you want to hate me,

i doesn't makes any sense to me

So,

i officially apologize

even though i know

"its too late to apologize"

"its too late......."

I'm SORRY

human beings.

-cheryl.C

soreeeh

Disappointed

Imma is currently very very very DISAPPOINTED.

with YOU.

I just can't stand it.

You've change and became a different person

Like seriously, what is WRONG with you?

You think I like it like that?

Sometimes, i really want to come up to you and

just directly ask you what is wrong

but i'm guess i'm just not bothered already

you want to backstab,

continue with your stupid attitude la

i bet you're gonna be very sad tomorrow

you always say 'she' like that but

i guess that now,

YOU'RE THE ONE BEING LIKE THAT.

I'M SICK OF ALL THESE LAR.

You also think your cute and all that

but sorreh, i just don't give a damn on this

never thought you would be like this

maybe you don't know the feeling of

being backstabbed

and there's nothing to say about you

-cheryl.C

disappointment

Happy.B

Happy Birthday,

Jo Yee a.k.a Sistah

You're now 13,

eventhough we only knew each other for a few years

but, you're one of the best friend

anyone could get =)

You're pretty, smart, and just a simple word,

PERFECT

You've been there when i'm in need

with you, everything could be solved

eventhough we are in different school's now,

i hope this friendship of ours and last forever

You're MISSED loads !

xoxo,

-cheryl.C

birthdays

Look back

Looking back at my past posts and

I realize I was just a lil' innocent girl who

thinks that she faces a lot of problems
i guess i was just immature at that time

and i only thought of dumb things

but now,

i've changed a lot

oh yes, i did

i became a good girl gone bad?

i realize myself changing,

trying to act like i'm grown up

and maybe the usage of vulgar words was like free?

can i like call this a habit?

being all grown up is not a great thing

i know there's loads of people backstab about me

but I just don't give a damn lar

grow up la people

I really don't like this.

I want to be the tiny ol' me again!!!!!!!!!!

i miss those immature times...

those times i thought life was simple as it is

-cheryl.C

look back

Needs

i need more friends
i need more shopping

i need magazines
i need materials to keep me happy now

i need to buy loads of books

i need to be thin, cause i don't want to go on-diet

i need to shop till i drop
i need to spend more money
but 1st.. i need money..

oh god....

-cheryl.C

needs

Yada

My compie is back!!!! But, everything is gone.
wth. I know.
yada yada yada
it's better than nothing right?
Boo =(
-life is getting boring-

-cheryl.C
yada

Farewell

GAWD. I can't believe this myself.

After a few months of happy moments with

my dear English teacher, Miss Ili...

It came to an end.

I can't express how much i will miss her

her class was fun fun fun =)

Unlike the USUAL classes

I always look forward to English period

and miss ili was one of the teacher's i met

whom english is FLUENT

unlike some"

i guess, next week, its gonna be the same ol' boring class

I really don't want to look forward to

our gang is like a bunch of animals =)

I guess it's gonna be hard for miss ili to forget us

LOL.

Whatever, but teacher, if you see this

We are all GONNA MISS YOU!

and, finally,

Loads of love. XXX

GOOD LUCK in the future and

GOOD BYE!!!!!!!!

-cheryl.C

miss ili

P/S : Hope you will like the bag and card we gave!

Way Beyond...

Currently,

i LOVE :

my TS,

my friends,

great great girlfriends,

'him'
and Ah Jieee

not to forget, my FAMILY

and these people,

really really made my life brighter and fun

i *heart* them.

-cheryl.C

lovee

P/S : I know it's very short.

Heeeee..forgive me. =)

Addictions

Kinship 1 finished.

It's one of the show i look forward to everyday

That day, the channel i subscibed had Kinship 2

But, wtf, i didn't watch. Suspense weyh!

I'm in love with my :

1. teevee

It's getting on my nerves of not watching tv

it had became a addiction

2. gameboy

GAWD. I'M CRAZY.

It's been 2 years since i played my SP

and i'm getting addicted to it now

3. my phone

I listen to music until late night

and i sleep very late nowadays

i know it's normal but,

i use headphones and this is

so not my daily kind of thing

4. comppiee

now, comppie is sick,

i still love it loads =)

5. my blog

today, i'm addicted to blogging

and i guess i posted loads already

6. talking/chatting

this is a sure for me.

can't live without doing those

not even a minute i can shut my mouth up

GAWDDDDDD.

It's like I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT.

-cheryl.C

addicts

I.R.D.B.L.F.S

I really don't believe love first sight

Dot Dot Dot

-cheryl.C

love.f.s.

Wnsy

Incy Wincy Spider....
LOL. There was random.

It meant W.E.D.N.E.S.D.A.Y.
Lol, posting it for fun la =!
Since it's a public holiday,
pn.asiah replaced her next week class
and it was FUN. I mean kinda. =)
Yet, teacher was kind strict about not TALKING
since there was only half of the usual class
and not TALKING? There's no CHERYL unless. =P
There's this part when teacher asked for our mistakes and

she called me,
I said "8"
teacher called joey,
she said "9"
teacher called audrey,
she said "10"
teacher called shobana,
she said "11"
teacher called jilee,
she said "12"
teacher called pauline,
and guess what she said?
"13"

LOL. It was funny if you were there
until the teacher was smiling
Heeeee
Then, she let us off early so we sat, and talk and talk
like there's no tomorrow
Then me, audrey and jilee
went fruity for breakfast
but, due to SOME reasons, jilee went home
*SOME reasons* is P&C
Then left me and audrey and
she is very GREEDY. Bahahahaha.

no offence cause she didn't finish her food

and end up doing to a one of a kind FOOD...PIECE

then to my daily shits.

I was happy for another thing,

only the persons who went know and

I can't forget that thing which happened

3 weeks not seeing,

MAY DIE OF LOVESICK.

boy, boy, boy

-ILY-

-cheryl.C

wnsy

Reason

-My computer broke down-

That's why I've been MIA.

My previous post was the LAST POST

from my DEAR SAYANG compieee

GAWD.

I'm gonna break down

My pictures, musics all gone cause

I guess i have to reformat my computer

and I can't depend on my laptop I'm using now

I'm not used using this to blog.

EEEEEEEEE,

COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MANA LU!!!! =(

=(=(=(

That one and only picture of "us"

also gone. Can keep as memory kan?

AT least.

Me and my friends punya, also GONE.

KNSCCBFCKBTCUJDMNB

Don't scare me lar.....Habis habis habis

I sound like my life is gonna be over right?

If its because of me,

I really and really regret and hate myself

for being a bastard.

Forget about it,

I MISS

-COMPIEEE-

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-cheryl.C

compie

...

I know i know,
i've been MIA =)
So soreeehhhhh.
Falalala. My blog is boring--a
Updates about me :
Life is GREAT currently =)
Love my girlfriends, TS, FRIENDS,
Family, but I'm sorry,
i've to say this,
Life is great with him around =P
What about you guys ??
Lame.Lame.Lame.

Skip.Skip.Skip
This years mooncake festival was unusual cause
i didn't even play with lanterns,
being mature perhaps?
nyeknyek =P
but had bbq at my house on saturday and,
it was great,
lamb, beef, prawn, squids, sausage, crabs,
you just say and you will get it
and that was the day on
LIVERPOOL vs MANCHESTER UNITED
and MU lost..
I don't want to say about it again..
Ciao humans.
Tata! =)

-cheryl.C
up-to-dates

911

911!!!

-cheryl.C
911

Exams

Exams for the entire state or
Selangor
starts on the

30 October
to
6 November

my freaking birthday
like seriously, wtf
i don't want to spend my birthday
by studying at home =.=
but i still can merdeka after exams!
LOL.

Pros :
Can study longer, earlier preparation

Cons :
Exams cover every single topics.Loads XS
TOO LATE, can't go OFF earlier
and
it falls on my freaking birthday.

I guess the "falls on my freaking birthday"
is not a good reason after all
it's not like it's the National day
hehheh.
is this about my birthday or my exam?
what the heck,
i'm crapping
I better get going.
Ciao.

-cheryl.C
exams

Tv.Aku.Suka

Have loads of stuffs to watch =P
Amazing Race Asia 3,
GO MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
Kimora, Project Runway...

-cheryl.C
tv my love

Ol' Buddeh

Gawd.
Msn is hitting me.
It's making me hates it,
i meant my ol' buddeh
I can't sign in and it gives me a damn notice of :

"Signing in to Windows Live Messenger failed because
the service is temporarily unavailable.
Please try again later. "

GAWD. Can I say I DON'T like this?
Humans!! go www.meebo.com to log in! =)

-cheryl.C
msn

What is wrong with me?

What is wrong with me?
Did i just hurt your heart?
I've think over and over again but
i decided not to take that step cause
i really don't want to be a bad girl
and i really can't make decisions on what to choose
and what not to do
am i an idiot?
i guess i really am 1
haix, i just couldn't hide my feelings
there's a need of honesty in everything right?
but i know i can't over-be
i hope i just didn't start all these
and there's no need to end
why why why,
i always hurt people and didn't know
how they feel
I know if I continue being like that,
everybody's gonna hate me
and i'm hating myself for crapping
whatever nonsense here
YES or NO
Even though both are just simple words
yet, it confuses me, myself a lot
I better get going,
Ciao.

-cheryl.C
hurting people

i miss you so much, boy =)

ILY

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

oh boy,
i love you more every time i see you
all this words are from my heart
i lie to myself that i don't love you
but i just couldn't stand the lie
and i have to stop lying
cause,
-ILY-
=)

-cheryl.C
-ILY-

randomness

I don't feel like going to SCHOOOOLLLL
Exams falls on 7th October. W.T.H. right?
I don't like this,
falling on the week after holidays
Books makes me LIVE.

To Li Phing and Serena :
GOOD LUCK for UPSR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm sure you guys can get 5A's
and *shake hands* =)

-cheryl.C
muaaa

My day

LOL.
I decided to post about yesterday.
Erm,
i decided to go to school and
guess what I did in school?
I stayed at the ERT room till 5+ to do my skirt
and I FINISHED and passed up
I can tell that that's the happiest moment =)
LOL. No worries about it anymore
and teacher was very KIND that day
if i didn't finish,
i would have killed myself
but,
i missed loads and loads and loads of camwhoring + FUN.
WTH right? I know.
skip.skip.skip.
After that,
while waiting for my AUNTY-WHO-CAME-VERY-LATE,
we started camwhoring and
loads of people were looking at us
but of course, i felt kinda embarrassed
yet, who cares
Sayangs aku..

Me and Yee wern

We LOVE each other?

This is : PERFECT.

Love themmmm

Eventhough someone curi take.
I like this. So natural

One pretty one ugly. =(

I'm a tallie. SS

HEEEEEEEE

Love

Love this pic much

i LOVE myself.

I told you, we LOVE cam whoring.

Then, my aunty came 30 minutes later to fetch
me and jilee home. W.T.H. right.
Then when i reached my home,
my mum was like 'Go bath!!Got dinner later'
and i was so blur....=.=
skip.skip.skip.
then it was our australia's so-call-kong kong's birthday
yet, we cam whored
Me and drey

Carrot and jess

A girl who audrey says : CUTE.

Me and drey, AGAIN. =)

4 golden girls

Glamorous 13s we are.

Babi.Myself =)

Me, Vonne and Drey

Shiaulynn jie jie and ME

Woi!! Go do that.."

=)

Us.

Take 1.

Take 2.

Take 3.

and Take 4.
Super chunted right?

Me.. Falalala

xD

LOL.

Shiaulynn jie and Kenneth


@Greenbox :





Had loads of fun expect in the ending
that i actually weeped a lil' due to some reason
Anyone want to go GB with me?
Make sure you bring your headphones
or not, you may be deaf thanks to someone here.
Lalala =)

-cheryl.C
lalalala

Lameee-ness

Hi yah lil' peeps,

bye yah lil' poops.

ROFLMAO.

Lame.

-cheryl.C
lameness

MIML

Been getting very hyper this days
Thanks to : MUSIC
MUSIC RAWKS MY LIFE!!!!
I'm getting hyper though
W.T.H.
Nobody cares
Cause this blog is my territory
So, it belongs to me
and I can just crap what i can.
LOL. =)
I love MUSIC,
MUSIC IS MY LIFE.

-cheryl.C
musicccc

Currently...

I'm currently reading : Gossip Girl.
I'm all over it.
TOP 3. xD
Remember to catch series 2 everybody! =)

-cheryl.C
g.g

Everlasting love

After i found out that you like her,
i thought that my heart is not for you anymore
and i was hurt, in pain
then suddenly, i think maybe
i didn't like you after all
maybe i still like "him"
but after you "realize" or
someone told you that i like you,
i thought over and over again,
my mind just couldn't stop thinking about you
i know loving you is tough but
i think it's worth it cause,
i'm actually happy
i know i'm weird and lame? Perhaps.
now,
i feel like writing your big name here,
OH BOY~
I LOVE YOU.
*hearts*
Love is bliss
I don't mind you loving her...

-cheryl.C
ily

L.O.V.E

Love is :

✖ illusion
✖ happiness
✖ just a word
✖ wonder
✖ dream
✖ pain
✖ drug
✖ life
✖ everything
✖ hope
✖ temptation
✖ bliss
✖ gossip

somehow, it could just be
✖ nothing

-cheryl.C
love

Tired

Ahhhhhh,
i'm so so so tired
just finished transforming Jilyne's blog
have another one to go
GAWD.
I just don't know why i'm so free
Perhaps i'm just too =P
It's very long since I update and i don't know why
maybe because i'm just too lazy
LOL
Nowadays, i just don't know what to post
I've a list of I miss....
but I think my hand is gonna be buried if i really did it
wait for more updates
bye poops! =)

-cheryl.C
rawrrrrr

HAAAAAAAAAAAAA

PPPPPPPPPPPYYYY Birthday,

Ng Yee Wern a.k.a. BFF tersayang

You're 13 already,
Even though I know you for only 9 months
but i know you're a true friend
i trust you a lot
and for me, you are now a good friend of mine
you're so cute and kind
my life is just cherished having you
no matter what
you are a partner when i am lonely,
i am very very happy to own a friend like you
and,
GOD BLESS.
Now got SAL ady, forget me already la!
Smart. haha. JK. no offence

The
BABI
*hearts*
YOU
!

xoxo,
-cheryl.C
birthdays

We hug
We play
We talk
We laugh
and most of all
We're friends. =)

GG

Gossip girl.

The best one i've seen.

i've wanted to post about it long ago

cause i love watching it

and i remembered to post it because

i bought 3 gossip girl's books today

and one book costs RM33

it's gonna be my very very precious !!!

i'm so happy...Heeeeeeee =)

eventhough i was in a bad mood today

but these books cheered me up a LOT

i'm lame right?

it's not like it's the first time i bought books and

stating the price?

maybe i'm too in love with GG.

season 1 already finished and i

can't WAIT for season 2.

Conclusion : BEST SHOW EVER

You know you love me,

gossip girl

-cheryl.C

gossip girl