F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

i've never understand myself before,
i am feeling so stress,
having my theory exam and...
it was dumb when i cried that day..
just because i got a 78/B for my sivik
which was very disappointing
GAWD, embarassing.
i look okay in the outside but
actually in the inside, i'm emo, depress
life is never what i want it to be

i
just
can't
live
with
dignity

sometimes, i myself irritates myself
now i feel myself an arsehole
i don't know how to trust anybody
looks like nobody in this world ever like
cared for me?
Like seriously,
i hope i can stop going to school and
forget the past
i feel so pressured living in a misery right now
i ate it up, and spit it out

-cheryl.C
miseries