Friends

Don't read this unnecessary thing if you don't want too :

Oh how I wish I could just go back time
and did what I'm supposed to.
[i know i posted this before]
but, this shows that i really mean it,
i don't really like who and what i am now
maybe yes maybe no
but W.T.H.,
i don't get myself as a lucky one
don't ask me why cause i don't even know the reason
i know,
make life so difficult for what?
haix,
maybe I was the one making myself so complicated
i don't like friends fight,
i don't like not having a true friend
it's like all,
Friends friends friends.
I just don't know why I'm posting this lar
i ain't sarcastic right?
but i look like i am
oh my soulmate, can you come?
i really someone to talk to me
to just get over all these stuffs
i'm always keeping stuffs to myself
when people ask me,
i would just say nothing
in school,
i look like a crazy, noisy girl
actually inside my heart, nobody knew
i was afraid, sad
i was afraid losing all my friends
i felt insulted
now i feel myself a coward,
oh yes i do
i thought being ignore by all of my friends,
i don't like it,
so why must i treat other people like this?
i know i'm torturing myself
oh yes i am
i'm getting so stress up
actually what i felt all this while was,
i don't want to blabber so much about myself
i know i'll just make you guys feel myself an idiot

felt so relax after listening to "home"

-cheryl.C
friends