Blarrrhsss....

I think I must stop being
a lamer..
and OBVIOUSLY, I'm trying to
get to the point every second..
=D
The distance between us are getting
further and further
maybe the relationship has lost
even I don't know what to say..
but I feel,
I'm not important to you anymore
I don't know what happened
I don't know what I feel now...
I'm T.M.O.A
I don't know what I'm thinking
I don't want to think anymore
I can't depend on anyone
I don't know who is the true one,
who is the false one
Maybe, from the beginning
everything was LIES
nothing was real and I am the one
believing it blindly
I feel so
-hurt-
I've nothing much more to say
but I know
nothing belongs to me
the reason of me living?
I don't even know
in the fact that I actually
don't know anything
I'm so weak
cause, I don't know what is
happening around me
Life is getting worse..
I'm keeping it to myself..
I don't want to share
cause, what's the point?..
No one is caring about me anymore
I'm really frustrated..
=(
I look bright in the outside
but
the inside of me..
hurts.
I'm faking myself..
and I know, I need to stop
faking myself
Life was GREAT
but the next second..
it SUCKS.
I give up...
I don't know what to do anymore
=(
-cheryl.C
sucked