Depress..

NuhNuh..
I'm stuck in depression again
Arrghh, I'm really sick of this..
Uhh, I mean it.
For the ones who cared...
Thanks...
Love loads..=D
Am I emo?
Nahh, I'm so not.
I don't want to be EMO.
and I hate it..
I don't know whats wrong
with the freaking hell me
I am just so...
desprate..
I'm sick of faking myself
I'm always faking it
and I really feel,
all the things that I've done..
sucks.
and there's no turning back
anymore...
-cheryl.C
sucked

Blarrrhsss....

I think I must stop being
a lamer..
and OBVIOUSLY, I'm trying to
get to the point every second..
=D
The distance between us are getting
further and further
maybe the relationship has lost
even I don't know what to say..
but I feel,
I'm not important to you anymore
I don't know what happened
I don't know what I feel now...
I'm T.M.O.A
I don't know what I'm thinking
I don't want to think anymore
I can't depend on anyone
I don't know who is the true one,
who is the false one
Maybe, from the beginning
everything was LIES
nothing was real and I am the one
believing it blindly
I feel so
-hurt-
I've nothing much more to say
but I know
nothing belongs to me
the reason of me living?
I don't even know
in the fact that I actually
don't know anything
I'm so weak
cause, I don't know what is
happening around me
Life is getting worse..
I'm keeping it to myself..
I don't want to share
cause, what's the point?..
No one is caring about me anymore
I'm really frustrated..
=(
I look bright in the outside
but
the inside of me..
hurts.
I'm faking myself..
and I know, I need to stop
faking myself
Life was GREAT
but the next second..
it SUCKS.
I give up...
I don't know what to do anymore
=(
-cheryl.C
sucked

Who were you?

Who were you??..

Wandering off the streets.

Thinking...

You were the one who

gave me comfort..

Due to tired-ness

I lie on my friend

you were sitting beside me..

and you pat my head..

I felt so comfortable and wanted more

and you slowly came and pat me

more and more

a smile appear on my face

I felt like heaven

I could really live there

I miss the way you pat me

but when you asked

"can I pat you for the last time"

I said yes and..the pat..

was the last one

I really miss it and

I wanted it more.

I didn't know why I failed

to even see your face

when you're gone

my smile was gone

now, I really need it again..

I miss the pat..

I wish the dream was all true

and I know..

miracle could happen

If we were destinied

to be together

We will meet each other

somehow one day

and it all depends on fate

I really hope I could see you

the way you pat me

made me live so alive

I really, miss you =D

Even I don't know who are you

I know,

I will soon see you..

I hope I didn't wake up

from the dream..

even I didn't see your face

I love you

yet, I don't know why..

There's a feeling in my heart

that your mine

my, soulmate..=(

I just hope

I can go in again

and make it happen in reality

I believe fate will come

and I'll always be

waiting for it.

I swear.

-cheryl.C

Thinking of you and...Loving you

Updates!!

Yesterday was a BLAST!!!.
Lol, I didn't really enjoyed it..
and I'm gonna fking hate it
since it is gonna last for another 4 more years..
I just don't understand why she needs
to put it every single year..
It's better if she has it
once a blue moon
then, its gonna be GREAT?..
Whatever la..
Now, I'm gonna crap some craps I was
gonna crap. =D
Yesterday, was : OK.
Eventhough I brought my camera there
but, unfornutely
I didn't took pictures..
BECAUSE

#1: There were just too many freaking people
#2: No camwhore partner =(
#3: Mood was not right
LOL.

I made some of them pissed off..=D
but
who cares
cause I was also pissed of
I didn't some spraying on my hair but
I couldn't really see anything
yet, GLAD.
LMAO.
and..I went Ghost House
for the first time of my life and
my the situation was like this..
There was a group of 10 of us..
All being scary-cats
Haha.
but, I shiok sendiri
acting tough
Buahahaha...=DDD
Then the next turn was our turn
Teacher only allowed 5 and below
to go in..
but...
Us : Cikgu, kami nak pergi bersama-sama
Cikgu : Tak boleh,
hanya lima yang boleh pergi
Us : Begging, of course
Finally,
Cikgu, jika macam ini kami tak nak
masuk lagi
Tolong, bagi balik duit. =D
Cikgu: Baik la, semua boleh pergi.
This is just a natual pheonomena..
The 10 of us costs RM30..
if she tolak..she is simply DUMB.
but then it was out turn..so..
we went it..
We were asked to crawl
and I went crawling..
Blarhblarh.
Until they closed the door..
The whole room was DARK like hell
and we were like SHOUTING
and not moving..
I was kinda LOL-ing. Haha
Then, guess what..
8 of them ran out
and there left 2 of us..
Me and my friend's cousin
See how brave we are... =D
*shiok sendiri*
and we played..
The truth was,
It was freaking not SCARY LA.
Don't understand why my friends so
*penakut*..
Then, as usual...selling stuffs in my stalls..
Pictures will be updated =D
I've lots to tell about yesterday..
but I just scare that you guys
will feel it darn LAME.
So, maybe I will stop crapping.
WTH, its my blog,
I can crap any junk I like..
Continues : ....
There was a bunch of damn bastards
indian group who came to our stall
and when we gave them what they want
they just walked off
WTF.
I was pissed off.
since we can't recgonize the
*criminal's face*
we let them off =D
my coupons were all wasted..
I had 18 coupons together to be used
yet, I can't use it.
I walk around..
and most of stall left NOTHING.
and I simply spend my money in the end by
giving to my friends and CLASS.
See how good the freaking girl I am?
After coming back from school
As usual
Straight away tumbang
can't tahan already
TIRED like hell..and the worst part
yesterday was..
IT RAINED when we wanted to clean our stall
and it pissed me off, AGAIN. =(
Yesterday i saw lots of my friends but
didn't hang out with them
cause the people there were..
Uncountable.
When they even know it is gonna
be packed..
Why would they even come again?
....lol
Too bad when some of them come
there was NOTHING,
as in NOTHING left there
No more food nor drinks.
Eeeek!
and my stall's food and drinks was
all finished quite *fast*
espcially the burrittos..=D
K laa..
I don't want to continue crapping
about canteen day anymore
And..
Due to me who is lazy now..
Has no more mood to post a lot..
but..
The lost of MU to chelsea..2-1..
Is something I don't give a damn
Cause...
I suspect chelsea bribe the linesman
Or not there is not a reason
of them to simple give a
penalty to CHELSEA.
WTH.
Was pissed off anyway.
Here's some pictures.=DD

Will update more soon. Hopefully. =D
-cheryl.C
cheers.

Miss so-what-ever

Its me, here, appearing AGAIN. LMAO =D

Canteen day is coming in 3 days time..

Unfornutely, I have the really really admit that

I don't like it at ALL. BUT

........

.......

......

.....

....

...

..

.

I LOVE it.

Canteen day Canteen day Canteen day

Canteen day Canteen day

Buahahaha..

I swear I'm so NOT going to regret

Cause I'm gonna see my friends back!!

my best buds!

Muaxxxx, love you guys loads!

I'm gonna see you and punch you up?

Wahaha..=D

K....So, this was actually not my intention

to blog today..

♥♥♥

Actually, YOU DAMN FREAKING B**CH,

stop all this nonsense can?

I hate you and BASTARD, you SUCK la..

I've never see a idiot person like you before

you think what?

I can't live without a fishing friend like..

YOU?

Purleasee, you can start sleeping

you say as you like

without caring about other people

I fought with you freaking many times

and everytime you ask me for forgiveness

I forgive you and acted normal

but now, with the way

you are freakingly treating me today

I got FED UP of you

I'm pissed off with you.

May I repeat again?

I f**king HATE YOU LAR MISS.

You think you cute?

No, I wanted to honestly tell how you

look like..

Even though you are how pretty

yet your attitude

is just.. : UNFORGIVEABLE

I don't know why I trusted you..

Hell me.

I hate myself also.

And, AS A FRIEND, YOU ARE...

Officially 'dumP-ed'

You suck like a duck

and even a duck is better than a sucker

like you.

THANK GOD.

I realise your true face

and I'm never trusting u a single bit anyMORE.

I don't know why I'm wasting my time

posting this..

cause I just simply want to LET GO

the anger inside ME.

I hate you.

I hate you.

I hate you.

I hate you.

I hate you.

K, got it la?

Good.

Lastly,

I HATE THE F**K-ING YOU.

♥♥♥

Chao. bye

-cheryl.C

cheers.

Wahahaha!

I'm GLAD

I'm HAPPY

I'm LMAO-ing

-

Oh yeah!

AILIN!! I got you!

You were TRICKED.

Senior kena trick by junior.

Ow ow, not only Junior

but JUNIORS.

Haha. aiLin, no offence

but it was FUN.

You enjoyed it too right?

Yet, you asked your "driver"

to come and scold me..

Kao lat arrr!!!..

Huhuhuhu!..

-

So, yesterday the prefects were chosen

and as expected,

I was not one of them..

since I was told to try not to be a prefect

and I'm okay with it.

If I'm going to be a prefect

no more bkb anymore

It will all be duties, works and STUFFS.

Nuh, nuh, NOPE.

So, not going to be me.

I suffered 3 years of prefect and

1 year of head prefect and now, no MORE.

I'm not going to be one anymore.

It's all DONE.

but, the WORST part is..

The people who kena *choose*

I can tell you the fact that I just..

SIMPLY..HATE THEM.

K, I need to go.

Chao.

XXX

-cheryl.C

cheers.

BLea-rrhh..

Since aiLin said "Update"..

Then, I will update just for aiLin..

Ain't your junior here so sweet?

Haha, you must be Proud to have someone

like ME.

Ok, as you guys can see, I changed my blogskin

back to the old one..

Reason : I thought it was more simple

and it's just simply looks nice for me.

=D

So, please give some comments kayy? Thanks

Arrrh, nothing much happened this few days

LOL..

"NOTHING MUCH"

seriously, that was so fake of me.

The fact that my exam results are..

I could say goodbye to the computer ...

And, Imma is soon a gonna-be DEAD
♥♥♥

Last Saturday, my class did Prajualan

and thank GOD.

We earned around RM100..

I was so glad

Cause they last time we did, we only

earned less than RM10

I guess got rugi also..and it was really

a shame on us! =(

My mum's homemade fruit punch actually finished

plus with the extra's I brought

Teehee. =D

I'm glad, happy and woots!

♥♥♥

Jie..I need a hug..Freaking need it.

*HUG WANTED*

LOL =D

I miss you and will always LOVE you.

and

yesterday was Japanese test day for the mid-term

since 'sensai' will be going to Japan

for a quite long period

and that means..

WHEEEHEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No, japanese!!

Wahahaha..This means will have Self study

super duper -chunted-

but I'm still gonna miss Japanese class

Life is getting much better

despite for the exam results..=D

and I love my seniors and Loving my friends

Eventhough some of you say I'm being action and

having new friends..

I'm sorry..

But, I can't stick to only you guys rite?

I need to have my own space

some new friends.

If I don't care about you guys..

I wouldn't be even saying a normal 'HI'

to you all when I see you.

I don't like people saying me action..

It just piss me off.

K la, I will post soon..Chao.

♥♥♥

P/S: AiLin : Remember about the cake and..

www.cake.com

LOL. LMEO.

P/SS: Guys, this sunday is my canteen day

and I really need you guys to come

to SUPPORT ze.one.and.only.ME.

See, I'm selfish rite?

Who cares..

LOL.

whatever is it, just come..

I will be waiting for all of you there..

I'm in 1K!..

I really need to go now.

-cheryl.C

ME!!!!

Can you please stop being a bitch AR?
Seriously, I hate you. You say people like no body's business
and don't you try bringing your 'bhb' attitude too far
You say me as you like, snatch things like you do
and never ever one time think of my feelings
you are selfish, you always think for you, YOURSELF
but not ME nor the others
Your selfishness will never bring you anywhere
you either gonna hurt yourself in the end
you put the responsibilities to the others since you can't do it
and other people have to do the things
but YOU?
NOTHING. Absolutely nothing that you need to do
I not being EMO, just
sometimes, I'm really pissed off and I can't take it
please, don't make me lost my temper
Yesterday was a damn freaking bitchy day for me..
and what you guys know is only
pushing the blame on me, saying all on ME.
ME, ME, ME.
I was trying to cooperate but you guys are just LAZY
GOT IT? LAZY and saying I'm directing you to
bring this and that
but, I myself who is the one bringing the most things.
Ask you bring chili and tomato sauce also cannot?
it is a criminal?
if you say you got no time to buy
then ME LEH? I got a lot of freaking time to by is it?
you think you one person bring one bottle of mineral water
a lot?
Pur--lease
and you are trying to SAY ME?
Say why I can't bring?
Bitch, don't you know that I am bringing plenty
of JUNK hell things?
Stop thinking for YOURSELF la, please respect the OTHERS.
and you, beat me as you like
I'm always pissed off by you, next time,
get off your hands of me
you beat me as you like
and when I take revenge you beat me MORE.
WTF?
You think I'm a what? Slave of yours?
You keep wishing la.
One day, you really make me lose my temper,
I mean it,
I don't know what words will come out from my mouth
ytd, I really cannot take it and I scolded you
and YOU were SPEECHLESS.
I was being good and you, out of sudden
making things like you DON'T WANT TO COME?
Fine, la..DON'T COME. Happy?
You are not even welcome to come tomorrow.
I didn't force you to come at all
I just asked you to bring the spices and ONE freaking mineral water
and you still say so MANY?
I making the water, buying straws, cups
that's what? Very FEW is it?
The water is the worst. as I need to carry it on my OWN.
SHUT la.
I really give up on you.
From now, think what as you like la
I know I have no RIGHT to care about you and I
so do not want to.
You're just someone who doesn't appreciate any single thing
GET A LIFE LA!
♥
Guys, I was not EMO
Just got a Lil' pissed off
And that post was randomly...
About life..
Tomorrow, my group is having pre-sale
and I hope we could raise lots of money for our
model for canteen day.
Cheers =D..
K la, I crapped too much today.
Chao.Bye.
-cheryl.C
p/s: jie, when can I get my hug again?
I missed it and I miss you =)
XXX

Life...

Life isn't about keeping score.
It's not about how many people call you and
it's not about who you've dated,
are dating or haven't dated at all.
It isn't about who you've kissed,
what sport you play,
or which guy or girl likes you.
It's not about your shoes or your hair
or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school.
In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes or colleges
that accpet you or not.
Life isn't about if you have lots of friends,
or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted
or unaccepted you are.
Life just isn't about that.
♥♥♥
But life is about who you love an who you hurt.
It's about how you feel about yourself.
It's about trust, happiness and compassion.
It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing
inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding
jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidence.
It's about what you say and what you mean.
It's about seeing people for who they and not what they have.
Most of all, it is about choosing to use you life
to touch someone else's in a way
that could never have been achieved otherwise.
These choices are what life's about.
♥♥♥
I try to remember.
1. Everybody Doesn't Have to Love Me
2. It Is Okay to Make Mistakes
3. Other People are Okay and I am Okay
4. I Don't Have to Control Things
5. I Am Responsible for My Day
6. I Can Handle It When Things Go Wrong
7. It Is Important to Try
8. I Am Capable
9. I Can Change
10. Other People Are Capable
11. I Can Be Flexible
♥♥♥
Even if I can remember all this things
I still don't get it.
I guess I messed up my whole life
I don't know why, I feel weird and maybe depressed
Life is not as easy as I thought it should be
Now, when I am growing older and things getting harder
I know I'm growing I really need to.
-
I'm leaving now to slay the foe
Fight the battles, high and low.
I'm leaving, Mother, hear me go!
Please wish me luck today
♥
I've grown my wings, I want to fly,
Seize my victories where they lie.
I'm going, Mom, but please don't cry
Just let me find my way.
♥
I want to see and touch and hear,
Though there are dangers, there are fears.
I'll smile my smiles and dry my tears
Please let me speak my say.
♥
I'm off to find my world, my dreams,
Carve my niche, sew my seams,
Remember, as I sail my streams
I'll love you, all the way.
♥♥♥
I'm not being EMO this days..
Just a lil' pathetic
but, I know all those are facts and I
need to face the challenge, which I know I could.
I've move far along this way and I know I'll move further.
-
I guess I've crap-ed too much blarhs.
Better get going soon.
Chao, bye! XXX.
She LovesYou.
-cheryl.C
P/S: Convent Volleyball team also WON!..
and I'm so PROUD of it.
So, GO GO GO!
Convent semua pun BOLEH!
ProuD.

Blarhs-ing.

Convent Basketball Team!! You rawk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jia You!!>..< color="#ff6600">WIN the championship.

I very good rite??

First sentence, word is already about Convent.

Whatever is it, I love the players cause all also so

'Yeng and Geng'

BOO! to the other schools la..

Even I don't really love convent

but I know convent deserve to WIN for the competition

We Rawk, We Rule.

Convent already beat

Mgs, Batu Unjur, Kapar, and Raja Zarina

but they, unfornutely lost to the freaking KWANG HUA

since its their school..So, sure kwang hua will win

but whatever is it,

TODAY, will prove everything..

I'm so nervous for the results but I know they can do it.

CONVENT BOLEH!!!

We, are GIRL POWER!!!

To my cousin : JYJY and win for CONVENT!

Woottsss =D

Convent won for the Pingpong competition ALSO.

There, didn't I say, CONVENT RAWKS the house.

Haha, nowadays I guess I'm okay-ing with convent already

despite the exams and some fierce teachers

Convent is Great!

Sometimes, I kinda feel Proud being a Convent-ian

I just realize Convent is a great school base on

Sports, Academic and all types of talents etc.etc.

Someday, I hope I can be a great basketball player...but

I am just freaking LOUSY in it

Exams are over..HURAAH!

but, mid-term exam coming soon and I' m dead

Nywayz, can anybody believe me, the super retard

getting number 2 in the FIRST freaking CLASS with the score of all A'S?

Seriously, for me, it's a JOKE

I guess its my luck..but for ub2, I mean it : I'M DEAD.

DEAD, DEAD, DEAD.

♥♥♥

Manchester United is getting BETTER, and they are

RAWKING THE HOUSE!!!

Ahem ahem..

They are noww left with 4 more matches..

Wigan, Blackburn, Chelsea and West Ham

I know MU can do it and be the EPL champion for this league

and Ronaldo, I hope he can beat a score of 40 goals

or more than that. JYJY! =.=

♥♥♥

Now, me and my JIE is getting BETTER and me LOVE HER

Jye Yih, you rawk!!

Haha...

p/s: that one hug was seriously, NOT ENOUGH.

LOL, mei loves you!

JYJY!

Joey, my dear so call TS...

I love you too!

♥♥♥

I guess I just crapped too much today..

Sorry for disturbing..

Chao. ♥

-cheryl.C

p/ss : all the posts are c[o]pyrighted. No stealing!

Notice.

Notice:
To : You guys who are currently reading my BLOG.
I'm going to say a great news to you guys that :
I am NOT going to blog this entire week [excluded today]
and I know you all will be freaking happy
but, leave some message in my c-box
so that I can know that my blog is still alive at the moment.
Reasons : My exam is starting tomorrow but
I still haven't do revision yet.
Even if I did, I still don't understand and my mind
is just : Blank.
Got the point? I preferred blogging than STUDYING.
LOL, who does not?
Answer : NERDS and lazy bums.
Lazy bums will be sleeping under their book..
Uh-uh..That's a GREAT idea and I'm gonna FAIL for
all my great idiot exams.
For the previous exam..
I've got all A's
and unfortunately, a B too.
but I am kinda proud of my results.
Too bad, for this test, I'm gonna DIE.
Topics getting MORE, me getting LAZIER every second
and the *akibat* is, Imma gonna DIE.
-Sucked-
So, I better get sleeping under the books
Since, I am so NOT a bookworm, uh uh.
P/S: Pn.Asiah, reminder : I am not STEPHANIE ONG.
I am CHERYL.C!! LOLL. =DD
I got kicked just yesterday.
P/SS: I am not Stephanie, I am the one and only
CHERYL.C who exist on this EARTH.
=)
-cheryl.C

I.LOVE.The.Way.I.Rawk.My.Life

LOLL. As you can see, its 'me' AGAIN.
Blek, I am always here. LMEO, me.
Whatever is it..I want to say sorry to
Jil Ee jie cause didn't say your name KAY? Forgive mei la
Mei is so innocent..don't angry yeah.
Problem CLOSED.
Now, I am very very glad me and jie's relationship is getting
Much More Better.
and Jie , you are just : GREAT! XXX
Nowadays, I am getting much more better with CONVENT.
ZOMGGG, did I just said that.? Nuh Nuh, Nope.
So, my darling Wang Zi's birthday is coming on 14 April.
There's 8 more days....=)
[Seriously, what's the point of saying it Cheryl?
It's like you will get NOTHING out of it.
Stop being a a**hole la girl.]
Mr.Blog, can you stop with the insults? =X
Guys, I told you I am getting retarded and the situation
is getting WORSE.
K, Canteen day is coming on 27 April,
and you guys are -honoured- to be seen there.
Seriously, please make sure I see you there and get
the coupons from me A.S.A.P. Kay?
LOL, I've nothing much to say. I guess I'm posting this for the fun of myself
when my exam is coming NEXT WEEK.
I seriously mean it, NEXT WEEK and I'm still not studying
Cool me huh? =D
Kay la, I want to do my usual reading blogs routine..
uh-bye!
Loads of XXX,
-cheryl.C

Friends.

My Friends.
LOL. As most people say : Friends are Forever.
Since, I've NOTHING much to do, I guess the only thing is to
POST something RANDOM-y.

-Sistah[s]
1. Jye Yih [see, this shows how much I love you, jie.]
2. Jil Ee [there jie, saw your great name?]
3. Shyn Lu
4. Jo-Yee

-Twinsoul
Joey

-1K *C.G*
1. Adeline
2. Janice
3. Siew Woon
4. Ding Yan Ni
5. Yee Wern
6. Tong Hsiu Jien
7. Ying Ying
8. Chermaine
9. Shiao Cee
10. Xin Ruo

-*BHB* group
1. Xiu Myn
2. Audrey
3. Jil ee
4. Shobana
5. Ho Evelyn
6. Evelyn Tiong
7. Yan Ru
and the CG's.

-Friends[ss]
1. All CG and BHB's
2. Stephanie
3. Sue Yin
4. Zhi Ying
5. Dhivya
6. Chooi Ling
7. Ling Jia
8. Hanna
9. Nurhaida
10. Natasya Hean
11. Kalvena
12. Mohana
13. Reenusha
14. Shwu Ling
15. Yee Kher
16. Yuan Hsi
17. Daryl [big bro]
18. Fang Jien [lil' bro]
19. Brandon [pfft. kor]
20. Dilip Philip
21. Jeremy Teh
22. Jeremy Puah
23. Juen Jin
*too many to list out...
and and and..
24. Calvin [my *siow* twin]

& much MUCH more.
I'm tired.

P/S : I love EVERYBODY.
If your name is not there, I'm sorry =(
and especially to my seniors who views my blog like
aiLin, lihtyng, jilyne and more. you're in the list. =D
and YOU. LOADS of LOVE.
Friends, XXX
-cheryl.C

I'm sorry I can't help out but, at least I'm posting this NOTICE.
I'm helping out okaaay? Count me in for this BIG HELP.
So, guys and girls, if you can, come to this charity night kay?
There will be all great CHINESE food there.
KEC, I bet the food will taste GREAT.
Singers like Pop Shuvit, if I'm not mistaken is coming to help out too
and most of all, this concert will be hosted by JJ and Rudy
You know?The hits.Fm deejay.
You are gonna see them there.
So, appreciate this opportunity to go to this CONCERT.
Help the Mulu, Sarawak kids who does not even have the money to
buy there own uniforms, shoes, and this that.
Not like you guys, who can even own a computer
or not you wont' be reading this notice. S
MK Convent Klang Interact Club is doing a big project
to help them guys out
So, please, do not be SELFISH and spend your money to
eat, see people sing, enjoy yourself out, and
most of all, HELP the kids in Sarawak.
Its a big project and we need all to HELP.
Thanks. =D
For more information, you can call them.
To purchase the tickets! Its on this Saturday and we hope to see you there!
-cheryl.C

Another...long update?

I am stuck with depression? Ah-ha, Nuh, Yeah, Nuh. YEAH.
Who wouldn't be depressed when ..

-There are too many homework
-Trying to go on a diet-session
-Having weird people around me
-Being a retarded
-Being called NERD. =(
-Hates to be insulted
-Getting horrible results
-Can't ponteng class.. =(
-Got pimple all over my FACE.
-Being fat and, short
-Not able to talk to my pet sis YET. Even though I always see her in school.
[P/S: The way we communicate is by using hand phone and computer]
-Got fooled in public, embarrassing
-Getting people to laugh at me being a retard
-LAZY to do anything, seriously, ANYTHING.
-Is stuck in a love maze where she seems to like no one.
-Not getting what I want
-Braces not in YET. My teeth is UGLY babeh.
-Have to study for exams
-Talking loudly every single time when I just can't control my damn voice
-Being bored as a "only" child
-Blogging nonsense, problems
-There are so many projects, folios to be done A.S.A.P
-Eat like no one cares.
-Have friends who are kinda iddiyorticky.
-Can't play basketball when its burning hot in the court.
-Getting darker every single second
and LOADS more.
I'm not EMO, just depressed.

The point is, I HATE being EMO.
There is not really any point in being a EMO fellar
I realize EMO makes me nothing but a jerk.
I am fed up with the word emo and I hate to a EMO idiot in LOVE
Do be a simply emo idiot. Be one when the right time comes
I am now a emo-free . So, I LOVE myself.
This second, minute, hour, day I am not having any LOVE problems
Whheeehhee!!
And I am trying to live life to the fullest. *rolls eyes*
and change myself for a betterment. =D LOLL.
I'm insane and retard. I can't believe those words came out from ME.
WTH. I'm getting more mature? Nuh Nuh. Tsk tsk, I wanna be CHILDISH!
LOL : insider speaking : Cheryl, get to the POINT.
You are getting more mature every single day.
Huh Huh. I'm just outta my mind. Don't mind me.
Hmmph, since this is my blog, I can post any junk rite?
Alright. I'm with it!
So, here's a so call *great* advice by ze.one.and.only.me -
GUYS, GIRLS : STOP BEING A EMO-FREAK.