Memoirs: Happy Valentines Day!!=))

Hey guyz!!..The last two posts was kind of crappy and lame rite?

FORGIVE ME THEN.

Imma SORRY. ForgiveMe, Kay?

Nywayz, lets get back to my topic for todayy.

As *MOST* of you know, today is Valentines Day...

A day which boys giving girls presents or friends and etc.etc.

couples will go on a date together on this

*romantic* day..

Haha, I don't want to get it into too much detail nywayz.

So,

I would like to wish all of you out there

"Happy Valentines Day"

May all of you and couples out there celebrate it

with JOY and HAPPINESS.

Not like me, staying at home crapping imma blog..xD

K lah, lazy to crap about the day..Now

back to what I actually wanted to BLOG.....

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I guess my two last post was about theory of life?

HAHA.LOLZ?

I am just being like the one stated in the blog. I am the YOU!

Sometimes, it really made me realize that I should "BE"

like the girl *lecturing* in the post.

I know I must be stronger since I am already gonabe teenager.

*coughs out loud*

she didn't say she was a teenager, did she actually?=P

I am actually just typing what I feel like.

So, if you think I am annoying or what-so-ever[hellavu yes]

just ignore me ok?

Cause it is only and just ME!! me me me!!

You can never ever hange who I am.

Never ever say I copied anybody's style. All these in the posts

are written by me! Even if I copy, it is still me, my own ridiculiow style

and you never lived in my shoe before,

so tell me why you JUDGE me as you DO.

"I am who I am"

Ryl.i.am

C-H-E-R-Y-L-I-C-I-O-U-S

never ever try to be ME.

Cheryl.C, aha : THAT'S ME.

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NOW, I guess I am just getting bored, so I am posting this

[ I am not forcing you to read, under10, please don't. kay?]

i REALLY feel like telling YOU all.

Stop acting like damned fools la, you like to backstab

and this and that

You think what you are??THE QUEEN OR..KING?

You've no right to complain about ME okay

What I like to do is what I like.

It is none of your great buisness at all

You think you very GREAT?AWESOME?COOL?or WONDERFUL?

So not lah. you only know how to care about yourself

you always look down on yourself

be a big girl/boy la, stop acting like small little babies

I don't see the point of you all acting like it,

it is really horrible-o.

How dare you backstab me and complain about ME??

can't you just keep quiet for ONCE!

Life is what you want it to BE.

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life's not 'whatever lah' nor is it 'what ever will be, ill be'.

it is about you picking your own paths and destiny.

no one can force you to do what they want you to.

it is ultimately your decision. you have a choice.

do not let others take that advantage from you.

so remember this the next time someone says

"you're useless" or "you are stupid".

just remember that life is what you want it to be,

not them or anyone else. l

ove life and live life the way you want to not anyone else.

amen? remember people, life's what you want it to be.

get ready for non-stop clustered up nonsense,
which might sense to half of you yet only
the other half that is left when that half
who understands this post might understand only
fragments of it coz' you don't know it all,
actually, no one knows it all. we just TRY and FAIL.
why don't we just stop trying.
i don't think things are what they seem to be.
as a matter a fact,
i think things are but the opposite of what we expect it to be.
as the naked eye only sees what we want it to see.
hence, mirages and crazy people who only see what they have seen.
i need help and i need a lot of it.
at times, but then again, i don't think it is right to
oose others out without their personal opinion.
i dare say i am proud of us and
i think we are doing a really fine job.
but you, i do not think at times you have all the say.
and to say that we would not be getting it if we
disagreed is also something i am not exactly happy with.
I was trying to make the thing happen and you all was like
standing there and blaberring, mumbling?
that would mean being flexible enough to
bend the rule for something that sound better.
i am NOT satisfied.
then you ask, why do you act like you are?
what am i to say? what am i to do?
in the end i am not the one with the last say.
please do not take offence, this is just my heart'c cry.
mine, not yours. MINE. i cannot stand this last minute crap.
we have what? less than nine days to do the impossible.
further more, life isn't a bed of roses.
never has been never will be.
don't make it hard on me then.
coz' whne i push a lil', you make the biggest fuss out of things
you never were. never will be. you're not me. don't try to be.
at times, i cannot help but hate you.
i'm sorry, but i do. you're the dumb one.
I was pissed of at you. you really made me lose my temper at some times
who gives you, a brat, the right to question my attitude,
my way of doing things.
i know this post is getting very emo-fied but forgive me.
this is just random rambling.
. moreover the stress is consuming me like crazy.
so, please, help me. please.
i'm am so frustrated over all this, but i bet you already know, i memang TAK PUAS. actually, 'tak puas' doesn't even begin to describe it at times.
I know I should not be so small heart or whatever
but it sucked..people saying you at your back and...
urgh, I really thought you were my friend
I treated you like my good friend. now, I realize that
finding for a friend is so difficult. a true, loyal, trustworthy friend.

ok la..I am done crapping..

and I am posting some weird stuffs...for FUN?..=)

My Valentines Day Present :-

A colourful tube from Juen Jin..Thanks!