My pathway

God just showed me the way to solve everything.
Like, every single hellavu thing.

I'm not wanting to go back to the past.
I'm just looking forward to the future and
I know there's something awaiting me. =D

I really really hate boys who are so pathetic and
thinks they know everything when they don't.

Confession of a broken ♥

Hey - - - - - - - - -,
i love you.



Walking down the path,
hoping to go back to the past
reminiscing ;


its just hard, very.
depressing ain't going any better.

when you're gone,
they pieces of my heart are missing you,
i've never felt this before,
everything that i do, only reminds me of you
i just want you to know,

i miss you.

while i still can,
even though its tough
i'll keep holding on ;
and never let it go again
you're just what i want.
that's all. i'm not being greedy.
i need you.

- c h e r y l
zero gravity

Time Machine

If there was a time machine,
and I had a chance to go back to the past,

i would've loved to. =D

Well, my exam results are okayokay la. =D
all A's so far, 3 more subjects haven't get. =P
Sigh.
Tomorrow, we have this PRAJUALAN thingy and
we haven't even discussed about anything YET.
Like, yah.
I don't know why but i'm blardy nervous to
freaking get my KH result.
I've never got an A since i got 90+ last year.
78's banyak. ==

I'm actually loving my hair already.
Who cares even though its fugly. =D

- c h e r y l
if,

Kantoi

Well, i was surfing through some unknown's blog and
I saw this. =D

What a song eh?

Life had just turn upside down

Hi peeps. =D
Well, going back to school is just, HORRIBLE.
yes, perfectly HORRIBLE.
saya benci sekolah and SMP.
Well, my results are, quite bad.
BUT, I GOT 96 for my history!!!!
WOOHOOO!
That's history!
Well, other than that, my marks are gonna suck.
And there's this prajualan thing on friday
which means i have to wake up early and sell things
to earn money. ==

SIGH. apa yang baik?
Nothing.
Well, I don't know why but
I'm addicted to facebook.

Its been weird these days. I don't know why.
I seem to regret everything i've done.
Maybe, i'm just too mean but
I don't know what to do
Should I or should I not?
I know, you must have gave up after so long,
but, am i relieve or am i sad?
Sigh. I just don't know whats my point of life.
All i think about is you. How do i get rid of you when i can't?
I don't want to betray.
But, what do i want?
I just can't seem to find it.
I always think i'm right, but after that
I realize that i'm basically doing the wrong thing
I always try to get you out of my mind,
but i can't help reminiscing,
it just brings me back all those bittersweet memoirs.
Now that its over, it will be history and never happen again.
But, i still have that feeling that nobody could give me,
Nobody could possibly give it to me in fact.
When will it be my time?
It's just hard.
My mind is so confused,
trying to continue thinking but also getting rid.
I can't tell anybody about this,
its just stupid.
Well, i see
i'm just a desprate sickko human crapping.
Ahhh, get over it.

-cheryl Allen
its weird

P/S : Saya cakap melayu + hokkien + englrish dengan
Soh Ai Lin. =D

My post says it all =D

cheryl-hatesomelasallians@html.com

My addictions.

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it, Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing, The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving, Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith



You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away